Fallen Back For You ( A sequel to Falling For You)

Chapter 21- "Ask you what?"

Maddie's POV:

I was once again alone. Alone in mine and Benedict's house. Benedict's house. I let my tears stream down my face. It was already 1 am and Ben wasn't home.

I grab one of his jumpers and slip it on. I slowly slip into bed and inhale his scent. It smelt heavenly. My favourite smell of body wash and Benedict. He always smelt clean, like a new born rabbit every day.

I find myself drifting off into a uncomfortable slumber.

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When I awake at 5:45 Am. I feel exhausted and very pissed. Emotional I'm drained but physically I'm fine.

I slip off the bed and make my way to the window. No sign of anyone coming to the house. No one was in the bed. I exhale. Maybe he has left me.

That wouldn't exactly surprise me. I can't keep doing this. That's when it clicked. I'm done with Benedict. I came back here because I loved him.

I wanted to be with him. I grab my suite case and start filling it. Fuck this!

I start putting in my make-up and other lady stuff. I hear the front door open and shut.

"Maddie I-" I hear a familiar voice say. The voice was at the bedroom door. I glance up and see Benedict still wearing his tux and not looking like he fucked some other girl.

"Y-your leaving? Again" Benedict sounded pained. "I'm sorry. You dont leave me a choice" I mumble. I keep my voice low and head to the floor because I didn't want to cry. "Maddie I'm sorry! I was a idiot. I really am please stay." He stepped closer. "Benedict I can't keep doing this. I can't keep waiting around for you to stay! You leave me! YOU LEFT ME!!! YOU LEFT ME ON MY BIRTHDAY IN FRONT OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE! ALONE TO CRY ON GRAHAMS SHOULDER" I was now furious and yelling.

"Maddie. I can't even begin with sorry. But I've finally changed! I know what I want more than anything" I turned my attention to Ben. He looked as if he hasn't slept and about to cry. "What's that then?" I snap. "You. Maddie I am completely in love with you" Benedict looked as if he was about to collapse. "Oh save it Benedict" I snap again and I turn my attention back to my suite case. Suddenly a car horn makes me remember that Niall is here. "Maddie wait wait!" but he was too late I was out of the bedroom door.

I decided to leave my stuff here. I need tot think. "Ben I need to think." I say before I reach the front door. "About what!" he was rising his voice now. "About us Benedict! And maybe if you asked then I would stay!" I yell. Tears were now pouring out. I wanted him to ask the question I guess since the bracelet I've wanted him to ask me in person.

"Ask you what?!" he was oblivious. he kept repeating those words and I refused to answer. I open the door and run to the car. As soon as I get in I feel needles of guilt.

I didn't need this. Then again was I cruel? Niall was already on the way back to his house. "Maddie are you okay" he sounded concerned. "Niall just leave me alone please!" I snap. It wasn't his fault.

It was mine.

I shouldn't of fallen back in love with Benedict.