Chapter 9: Back

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Benedict's POV:

"Amanda you knew she was back!" I yelled. She coward back "Benedict I didnt! she just appeared, I'm as shocked as you are," She yelled back. "Fuck you" I spat. I waltzed put the door. I knew exactly where she was. She is with Juliana.

I drove down the busy streets of London to get to Juliana's house. When I finally arrive, I slowly knock on the door, a familiar Irish accent fills my ears. Niall opened the door. "Ben w-whar do you want?" he stuttered nervously. "I need to speak to Juliana." Niall nodded as he called Juliana. "Benedict?" Juliana asked not sure herself if I was actually here. "Juliana is Maddie here?" I asked coming closer to her. "I think you should go" she whispered. "JULIANA!!! HAVE YOU GOT ANY BEN AND JERRYS?" That voice, it belonged to Maddie. "Benedict please" Juliana cried. I lost everything, I just stormed in. Running into the kitchen to find Maddie eating Ben and Jerry's ice cream. "Maddie." she looked at me. Her eyes dark and almost dead, "Ben" she half hoped but was half scared. "Maddie. Your back" I said. Oh how I wanted to embrace her. "Yeah....." she whispered. There was a awkward silence. "Maddie. I want to fix it" I cried in desperation. "Ben please liste-" I stopped her "No you listen. I have been dying everyday for three years. I haven't gone home in two years. I am still in love with you. I have always loved you. I was stupid. please. I love you." I finished my small speech. Her eyes began to glitter with hope and lust. "Ben I can't." she stepped back.

"Please I'm begging you. I'm in pain" I cried. "You've been in pain? I've been in pain, you broke my heart Benedict and you think I would forgive you. Well you are extremely mistaken." she cried, tears streaming down her perfect face. "Maddie look I'm sorry" that is all I could say "No Benedict you aren't I-" I stopped her in a sentence as I put my lips against hers.

Just as I remember it. Sweet, soft just perfect. I griped her waist as I pulled her in. As close as humanly possible.

Maddie's POV:

As a natural instinct my hands find his hair, my fingers become tangled into them. His lips soft. Benedict pushes me against the wall. The kiss deepens. I couldn't help it, but it was like a drug to me. Something I had wanted for three years. But something was wrong. This was wrong. I pushed him away. Benedict stepped back from me, looking ashamed. "I-I'm sorry" he stuttered. "Ben. Its okay. I think you should leave" he just nodded.

After that. He just left.

I remember the kiss. That spark......that desire......but it was wrong. Was it?

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