A Story of a Transgender

Chapter Fifteen: Drama Begins

Chapter 15

After the date last night with Logan and Jenna, the next day we went to school, we found out that Logan goes to our school... how lovely.

And Annabelle? She wanted to talk to me about something, the worst part is she sounded serious.

What if she wants to break up with me? What if she doesn't even like me anymore? What if... she's fallen out of love with me. Wait was she even in love with me in the first place? What do I do? Because I can't be calm about this. Does she want to break up? What if I embarrass myself when I say "Hey babe what;s up?" to her. Oh god oh god. I just want to lay in my bed for twenty years.

I met Annabelle at the time and place she said, I saw her crying with mascara and eyeliner smeared across her face.

My heart was both racing and jumping at the same time and I could barely breathe.

I guess to see the love of your life crying had to be the worst thing you'd ever see.

I walked over to her and held her hand.

She backed away from me like I was the reason she was crying, I don't even know what I did.

Be me perhaps?

Maybe she was getting tired of who I really was.

"What- what's wrong, babe?" I asked her, hoping she'd be nice and understand I still love her.

Obviously, that didn't work.

"Back the fuck up. Don't call me 'babe,' either. I'm sorry, Matt, but I have to do this..."

"Do- do what?" I was stuttering nervously because I knew what was going to happen.

I couldn't pull myself together to own a straight face and not cry at this moment. I had to.

There was no way I could smile right now, especially after what she just said.

And that was, "I have to break up with you... I'm so sorry, but I just realized something..."

"What- what is it?" I say under my breath while still trying to breathe whilst sobbing my eyes out.

Maybe it's just... because she's the love of my life and my stomach is in knots, my eyes have dark circles, I can't breathe, my heart feels like it's breaking in two and nothing can ever bring the two pieces back together without the cracks.

I can't and I won't be the same after she said, "I thought I was in love with you, but I was wrong, I fell out of love with you before even falling in love with you. I don't even want to give myself the chance to fall in love with you. There's something about you, something I don't like... or love. You're just somebody that I used to know and I don't want to know you anymore. It's for your sake. I'm dangerous. Good bye... forever."

After she said that, I can never feel happy again like I was with her. She cut me off, left me for dead. New people come along, new people take the people you love, but I guess I handed her the scissors.

You get replaced. Left behind. Labeled as... well, forgotten.

I called Jenna and Jack to tell them what happened. Not like I can talk while sobbing and not breathing,

They insisted to come and visit me after I walked home. I didn't use my truck because driving isn't for me at this moment. I knew I'd do something bad if I drove anywhere.

"Hey, Matt what's wrong? What happened?" Jenna asked me. She knew something was up, and she knew it would be about Annabelle.

"Anna- Annabelle..."