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Sad - Daniel Seavey

PLEASE READ!! Depression is a very serious topic, and you SHOULD NOT cut, it's not good for you. If you have depression then see a doctor or call a hotline, just take care of yourself please, and my DM's on Instagram are always open (herronsloves) ❤️❤️

Y/N's POV

I've had depression for about 6 months, I cut, I know it's bad but it's so hard to stop. My boyfriend Daniel has never known about my depression because I'm scared that he'll leave me.

I'm sitting in Daniel and my shared bathroom, I live with the boys and I share a room with Daniel. I have a sharp blade in my hand, I brought it down to my skin and cut my skin, making 5 lines of gushing blood. One for not deserving Daniel, one for being so ugly, one for being so stupid, one for even having depression, and one for the rest of the people who hate me.

I started crying as I put down the blade. I just want to die, I can't take this anymore.

"Baby girl?" I heard Daniel say from the other side of the door. "Baby what's wrong?" I still didn't answer. "If you don't answer I'm coming in." I still didn't answer, if I did I would start sobbing again. The door opened and Daniel walked in, when he saw me he sat beside me and hugged me. I started sobbing again and he playing with my hair while rubbing my back. "Shh Baby, it's ok beautiful," he said gently.

When I calmed down Daniel spoke up.

"Why? Why do you do this to yourself?" he asked gently. I pulled away from the hug and Daniel held my hands gently.

"Because I don't deserve to be here Daniel, I don't deserve to be living. I don't deserve you, or the boys, or Christina or Tate or Gabbie. I don't deserve the fans that I have, and I don't deserve any of it," I told him as a few more tears fell from my eyes.

"Y/n, you are the most amazing human being on this planet, you deserve the whole world, and if I could get it for you, I would. If anything all of those people, including me, don't deserve you, you are such an amazing person and such a sweetheart that you do not deserve to be sad," Daniel told me as he wiped away my tears. (A/N props to whoever read that in Daniel's voice) "How long has this been going on?" he asked as he inspected my wrists.

"6 months," I said quietly. Daniel instantly hugged me and I started crying again.

"I love you so so much princess, I wouldn't trade you for the whole universe," he said quietly. "I know I can't help with depression, but I can tell you that I'll be here every step of the way, you will not go through this alone, I promise."

"Th-Thank you Dani," I said into his chest.

"Your welcome baby girl," he replied.