The Jock

Can't Get Your Mind Off

I couldn't get my mind off Tom though I loved him with all my heart but he hurt me at the same time. I wanted to be in his arms but I couldn't just hurt Charlie. It was a whole mess my life was. I loved both these two adorable cute looking species but I couldn't choose. The trance I've been in soon ends as someone knocks on the door. I get up from my bed to open it. I open it to spot Tom right there.
Tom: Look Ellie Im sorry I don't know what I was thinking and I love you. I don't think and I never think of the consequences of things. Instead of making things better i make them much worse. I make your life painful and I honestly wouldn't be able to go through the things you're going through and you are so brave. And I.. i love you Ellie. Even though I make things very ba-
I cut him off with a deep kiss. My hands behind his neck, his hands in my hair pulling us closer if that's possible. I missed this, I loved Charlie but not as much as I missed Tom. My emotions were just in a sticky position but I know who i love. I then hear clapping. Tom and i pull away and catch out breaths to see who it was. I saw Charlie. Shoot. Did I love Tom? Did I love Charlie? I just made up my mind but now Charlie looks hurt and it hurts me to see someone hurt maybe if I could just i don't know. I don't want to hurt anyone.
Charlie: Congratulations Ellie, I just hope your happy. You deserve someone to be there for you. I just wanted you to be happy that's all and now you found someone to be there for you.
His voice was cracking and honestly I felt bad, I didn't know what to do. Charlie had been there for me when Tom wasn't but I don't know. My emotional got all stuck in the same place they were before. My thoughts were a all over the place what was I going to do. I wasn't sure I loved both of them and the kiss with Tom just boosted his side up and it's very confusing.