The Jock

Scared

Explanation: so many are wondering why is Ellie scared if Tom didn't do anything. Well one she doesn't want her heart to belong to Tom because she's worried he will hurt her again and just leave off and get with another woman. Another thing is if Tom is the one just playing with her mind she doesn't want to be kidnapped her self or just be physically hurt. I know I didn't do a good job putting that in the last part and sorry but onto the storyyyyyy!!

I woke up in the middle of the night still all cold and shaken up. Charlie's warm hands were the only warmth I was getting. Laying back down trying to get more sleep as it was just 2:00 am. The award show was supposed to be a getaway not go try getting kissed by Tom. There was no way I would continue seeing him as more. Charlie was here to protect me, right, or is he going to leave too. It was just too much have I forgotten my parents heck no, it was always on my mind ever since the Tom incident it brought more memories to my mind. I started crying, silently. The tears rolling off my face and landed onto Charlie's chest, I had placed my head back on there. I was too shaken from all these memories. Harrison imagine how he's doing all alone. Might be having hook ups like in high school. The great and the worse memories returning to me in a flash. Charlie suddenly awakens from my tears. He hugs me tighter as a way to comfort me. I'm used to doing dumb stuff like choosing the guy that would leave me on a big event of my life. If I knew he would replace me so easily like almost getting married I would have left with Charlie. Instead I stayed cause I thought Tom wouldn't ever leave me. No I'm not mad that he left to live his dreams, but the fact that he's about to get married and moved on so easily. Zendaya seems like a likable, nice woman.

"Ells you alright." Charlie asks as my current memories come to an end.

"Yeah, so he's getting married"

"Mhmmmm"

"Is appropriate to ask when?"

"This Saturday at 2:00 pm, do you want to go?" I just shrugged in response, I wanted to see Tom happy but I also didn't want to see and break down. I loved him and hated him, it was toxic to stay by him, I couldn't. I couldn't go cause my feelings would just fall for him like before. When he left my world, when I thought every part of me was gone. When I thought the reason he left was because I wasn't good enough. Now I wanted to see him get married to a woman who is so generous and lovable. So full of kindness, nothing wrong with her, no flaws, she was perfect. It wasn't my fault that she fell for him just the way I did before. Who even expected it to happen.

   "Yes." And with that we went on Saturday 12:00 pm I got dressed to see the man that I loved get married. I once loved him and I wish I never did cause each time I see that damn picture of us together I break down. Luckily we don't talk anymore, and i won't talk to him during the wedding. Maybe congratulate him, and Zendaya, but no conversations. I placed a nice fitted white dress, stopped right above my knees with a few flowers here and there. My hair into a a braided bun with the leftover remainder of my hair, which was a half of it, flowing along with the dress. Charlie looked fresh a nice black suit that complimented his earned muscles and his six pack. His hair slicked back and a few accessories.
  
   I put the last earring in my piercing, well I thought it was the last piece of jewelry until Charlie came up behind me placing a necklace around my neck, and a ring on my ring finger.