〰 Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend. You have been the one, you have been the one for me 〰
- Good morning sleeping beauty.
It was a good morning until you wake me up, darling.
- Good night, Jungkook. - I said laying to the other side.
- Jimin! Jimin, hyung, you're late! - I'm always late,baby.
I know now that was our last morning waking up together. I wish I had know it before, I had told you how much I love you.
- Please Jimin, we're going to be late again!
We will never be late again.
- I'm up, I'm up! You can go now. Meet you at the cafeteria?
I was so lucky to have you, my darling. How can I forget that big dark eyes looking at me with that cute smile? I just hope you know how much I love you. You didn't want to leave me because you know I was going back to sleep as soon as you close that door again.
- No, I wait for you. I know you're going to sleep again - I hope God explains to me how can you have such a perfect smile. I remember touching your cheeks in that moment, I remember how soft your skin always was. How your face fit perfectly on my hand like they were always made for each other. I remember smiling while thinking about it. I remember you closing your eyes at my touch. Jungkook I remember every second of it.
- Then come sleep with me - I pushed you close to me and you just smiled and blushed. You were always so shy beside me, baby. Why? I don't know why but I really don't care. It hurts now that you pushed me away. That would be our last hug. But you're laughing so I'm fine.
- Noooo! - You pushed me me off the bed but I knew that wasn't a good day to wake up - C'mon Jimin! - Did I told you how much I love when you call my name? It always sounds good. No one else ever call me the way you do. No one ever will.
I was up and you were helping me with my uniform. I was brushing my teeth and watching you singing while choosing one in the thousands white shirts. If it was me I had picked one without even looking but you don't. You have to choose the right one even when they are all the same. I should have tell you how much I love when you sing. You have such an angelic voice. I love you so much.
You turned around when I toke my clothes off, always so shy, honey. But I know you were looking by the mirror, baby. I know but I never told you because it was so cute. You are so cute, Kookie.
But then the new came. I knew that something was wrong that morning. I was stressed. Now I know why.
- Park Jimin, you have 3 minutes to be at my office. Please don't be late. We have important things to tell you.
- Yes, sir. I'll be there in a second.
He never came to our rooms. He never cared, why now? Why that day? Why me? The Sargent just destroyed my life in that second.
You looked at me so confused, I was confused too baby.
- What does he want? Are you going in your first mission? - your eyes were so big and dark when you asked me that, you felt it too, didn't you baby? I know you did.
- I don't know Jungkookie. But don't worry love, I'll be right back - I kissed you. If I knew that was the last time I would have not just kissed you. I would have done everything you wanted and I would have tell you how much I love you.
- Promise? - Gosh when you asked me that I knew that was going down. You only asked that when you are afraid.
- Of course, don't be silly - I smiled but I was terrified too.
And I left you, just like that. I hate myself so much. I should have hugged you, I should have tell you everything will be okay baby. I should, but darling I didn't knew.
- There're your files. You will be working undercover in the S organization. They are known for the drugs trade. First you will just have to worry about getting information.
We're trusting in you, you still a student in this police's world. Just don't mess up. Now go, pack your bags. And don't talk with anyone about this. You'll disappear for bad behavior. - the Sargent words cut my chest worse then knifes.
This was the begging of our end. I didn't live anymore after this, I just exited. What did they tell you, honey? Did you believe in that? I know you're smarter then them, I know you are.
When I packed my stuffs I was so lost.
- Tell me Yoongi, why me? Why they even choose me? - I was so mad. Gosh I could had break everything around me. Even Yoongi.
- I'm sorry, Jimin. But you knew this would happen, this is your job. - Thank you a lot Yoongi, such a helping hand. I was mad at Yoongi but he's my life savor all the time.
- Promise me you will take care of him, hyung. Promise me - I just wanted you to be save, you are everything that I have.
- I promise you Jimin. You can trust in me. - I do trust in Yoongi but no one would ever take care you as good as me. No one. No one knows how you like when people tell you you're getting better. No one knows how to make your favorite food after a bad day. No one knows how to caress your hair until you fall asleep. No one knows how to love you.
- Jimin! Jimin, what happened? - When I heard your voice I was so down. Baby, I'm sorry. All I said after that was such a lie.
- Nothing, I'm going - but I don't want to go. I want to stay here with you.
- What? Where? I don't believe in that bullshit of the bad behavior! - I knew, that's my boy.
- I just have to go, okay? Just leave me Jungkook - no, never leave me please. Never.
- Don't leave me - Your face, you were so sad, so broken. So was I, darling. Gosh what have I done to you. When I felt you hand on mine I wanted to never let go.
- You will be the nice cop, I'm sorry. - taking your hands of mine, taking my bag and turned my back to you was the worse I could have done. But I just had to. Please forgive me.
- Jimin! JIMIN! - you were trying to reach me but Yoongi didn't let you pass trought. I promised myself I won't look back. I thought it would hurt less. Such a mistake.
- Jeon Jungkook just stop! - seeing Yoongi pushing your body against the wall was so hard. Your little body. The body that I cuddle so many nights. The body I cared to bed when you felt asleep on the couch. Your body. You. Part of me was left behind that day. The part of me that always belonged to you.
- Jimin-ssi... - you were crying. I'm so sorry, baby. I didn't want to make this to you. I didn't want to leave you behind just like that. You still everything that I want. I don't need nothing more. Just you, just us. But I know that us ended up there. I know.
I know so many things. I know that I want you, I know you are the one for me, I know you are all of me, I know there's nothing more then you. But do you know that?
Do you know that I love you, Jungkook?
