〰 Who, who do you love, do you love now? I wanna know the truth. Who, who do you love, do you love now? I know it's someone new 〰
The first time I saw you after all this time was arrested and next to him. Things were supposed to get better not worse. After they letting you go the first thing you did was hugging him, I'm the one you should be hugging. Your eyes were on mine but then you close them like feeling his hug. What are you doing? After what you told me?
- He's saying that you love him and not me, it that truth J? - say it is Jimin. You know it is.
- No, I love you, baby. Only you. - Baby. That's what you called me. How could you.
- What? Why? What have you done these years? - I wanted to cry but I have to be strong. The worse is that I don't know if you were still undercover or not. What was true and what was not.
- That's nome of your business. - Why were you so cold with me?
- What's wrong with you? - I can't describe how I feel now, nothing is making sence.
- Wrong with me? What's wrong with you! Who are you to tell this kinda of stuff to my boyfriend?
- Because I though your boyfriend was me.
- Well but you aren't. So if you want to send us to jail, do it. I'll do everything to don't see you anymore. There's nothing between us, it never did.
I wanted to believe that was a lie, that you are lying to me but no one can lie this good. I was just there looking at you two, it looks like you are on your own world and I'm not part of it, guess I never was. I can't believe you lied to me. Lied to me all this time. I didn't hear the door being opened by Hoseok.
- Detective Jung Hoseok, I'm taking this case now. Detective Jungkook and the suspect please leave.
- I'm not going anywhere without my boyfriend, I have the right to stay here. - Hoseok was putting you the hand cuffs, I dreamed about you two meeting in a different way, guess I dreamed about everything being different. - I'll come back baby, I promise.
I wanted to slap you so hard you can't even imagine, you stupid traitor. I gave my notebook to Yoongi and was ready to leave the room when you toke my arm.
- Are you going away? I'm back baby, for good - You called me baby? You must been kidding me. I shouldn't have slapped you but I did.
- Don't you ever call me that again!
- Are you crazy? What the hell Jungkook? - You pushed me against the wall.
- Don't try alright? Go to our baby who is defenetly not me! - I pushed you back.
- How many times will I have to tell you that I'm undercover? What I told was not real! I was trying to not be discovered! I don't love him, how many times do I have to tell you that! I though you had understand it the last time! - You pulled your hair back. I couldn't believe in you, not anymore.
- You were lying to him or to me? Because I really can't tell! - I screamed to you because the pain in my heart was too strong to hold it inside.
- You told him! He knows anything about the real me! I have a fucking tattoo about you, you fool! - You screamed back at me and it was scary, you never screamed to me.
- And? What does really mean to you? Don't need, I'm done with you. You can go, I'm sure he's waiting you, go to your stupid club having fun with him, protecting him, maybe that's your real place. - I didn't want to say that but it was out. Now I can take it back.
- Maybe it is. And you know why? Because you are stupid to the point to not understand that I love and want you. But I really should forget you, I will still work undercover and if you're going to do this stupid things all the time, there can't be anything between us.
It hurted but guess I'm used to. It's always my fault, I'm the one who does everything wrong.
- There never was a thing between us, there was me believing in your lies.
- Whatever you want to believe Jungkook, I'm done.
You opened the door and everyone screamed welcome home Jimin. Silly me to pleaned a party to you.
- Forget guys, this is not his home anymore. - I toke down every thing that I had put in the room and toke it to the rubbish. I toke the cake and came to you. - congratulations for being the best liar, Jimin. I hope you enjoy the cake. - I left it in your hands and leaved. I couldn't be in the same space as you anymore. I can't be like this anymore.
Yoongi came after me but I closed the door of my room before leting him in.
- Let me in, Jungkook.
- Leave me alone. I don't want to talk with anyone.
He called me me again but I just lay on bed crying. I didn't want to say this stupid things to you. I'm so stupid. I feel like I can't control myself. I want you but I don't want you. I need you but I don't want to need you. What's wrong with me? Since when did we become this mess? It's his fault. Everything is about him. He stole you from me. I'm so angry. I got up and throw everything on my room to the floor, make this stop. Make this thing inside of me hurt. Please make it stop. I found our album on my desk, I toke each picture of us and ripped them into small pieces. I wanted to forget you. I want to take all of you away of me. When I said this, I didn't know that you will be really gone, for good.
