When I'm away, I'll rememver how you kissed me.
- Come in!
I answered the door and it was Yoongi. I don't know why I am surprised, who I thought it will be?
- How is he?
- Bad, but I guess it's getting better now.
I don't believe in it. I'm so sorry I left you. How could I do this to you?
- He hates me, doesn't he?
- It's difficult Jimin, he's only 16 years old. You are his first love, you were the first person who really cared about him. It's normal he's like this.
You were like this because of me. And I'm so mad about it. How could I do this to my little boy, how?
- You have to focus on your mission now. It's the only way you can come back home fast. Your character's clothes are already here, I'll call someone to put you some fake tattoos and piercings.
- I want a real tattoo.
- What?
- I don't know how many time I'm going to be on this mission, or what's going to happen, so I want to remember. I want to remember him.
It hurts make the tattoo but nothing hurts more then leave you. I wish I could show you. It's so you. I want to remember you, it's so much that I can't forget. And you, do your remember our story?
You wanted that cookie so much, you were looking at it with your eyes wide open. It was the first day and we where introducing ourselves. But you weren't there, your thoughts where on that chocolate cookie. I remember smiling while looking at you dying to get one of the biscuits but you couldn't get there and you shouldn't. It wasn't time to eat yet. Seeing this back again, it lets me think how a baby you are. And I left you. But I didn't left that cookie. I toke it without anyone watching it and came to you.
- It's this that you want?
You were so scared about me. You looked at me down to my foot and blushed. I gave you my best smile because I was dying of cuteness.
- No-o. I mean I want it but it's bad so I can't. Please forgive me I won't do this again, sir.
I laugh you were so innocent. You still are, I hope. Oh baby, this world is so bad to you.
- If you give me a kiss, I'll give you the cookie.
You were really shocked and it was really funny. I always were so flirty with you but you were so shy to even understand it.
- Wha-at?
You couldn't even breath and I was loosing my breath too because it was so funny and cute.
- I'm kidding, if you give me your name then I'll think about giving you the cookie.
- Jeon Jungkook.
- Hm, I'll call you Kookie now. Here you have.
I gave you the cookie but you were really confused. Gosh I just wanted to squeeze your little cheeks. I started walking back to my spot or I had died in that moment.
- Wait, what's your name?
- When you give me that kiss, I'll tell you.
Watching you eating that sweet thing while looking at me was the worst thing you could do. You made me just falling in love with you, after that there was no turning back.
- It's done, what do you think?
I looked at the mirror, it was perfect.
- Thank you, that's exactly how I wanted it.
Now, you can leave my mind but you never will leave my body. It's permanent.
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- Are you ready? Do you remember everything?
I don't know. I was still shocked with my blond hair. It looked so well why didn't I do this before?
- Yoongi, why didn't I colored my hair blond before? It looks so good, I think Jungkook would like it, don't you think?
- I think that you're not ready. There can't be a Jungkook now, Jimin. You have to focus.
How can there not be a Jungkook now? I wake up thinking about who is going to wake me up now while calling me sleeping beauty? I eat thinking about how you would love this food and then fall asleep on my lap like the babies do after eating. I do the exercises thinking about how you loved doing it with me and how shy you get when I toke off my shirt. I go to bed and can't sleep because my job was lying you down and stay with you until you fall asleep. How can I not think about you?
- There will always be a Jungkook and there's nothing you can do about it.
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First mission. I was really nervous but thinking about how nothing could go wrong. Oh who I'm trying to fool everything can go wrong.
I was watching two boys putting the drugs in bags and walking into a car. Well they tried.
- Really that you two are going to sell drugs in a bag with the police down the street?
- Who the fuck are you? I can kill you right now!
Oh my dear please do it.
- Me? Let's talk about you, RM. One of the drugs leader. Let me tell you that your position might be not for so long if you continue doing your job like this.
- How do you know my name? What the fuck! I'm going to kill you right now!
He was taller then me, he had a gun pointed at me. Just a normal day in a police world. I had study them before. I have to get their trust to fit in. Or I do it or I'm dead. I wish they will accept a cookie like you did.
- I know so many things, like I know that there's the police down there. But you don't have to trust in me, go and see for yourself but then don't say I didn't told you. I promise I will see you in prison.
Also as I did to you, I gave him by best smile. But it didn't work out.
- Why should I believe in you? You came out of nowhere, you say you know me and even threaten me? You can only be a joke!
In what was I thinking? I'm so dead.
- Wait, come here RM.
That was V. I recognized him but he looks really more pretty in person. Maybe my smile worked on him.
- He wants to kill you - V was walking around me I was trying to not shake but he was really close and that was making me so scared. - but I think you are a damn cutie. - he put his hand on my cheek, I don't know if he killed me but I'm dead right now. - I'll give you a chance, if you are fooling us - Ok, Jimin. He's just whispering on your ear, don't panic. Panic! Panic! - I'll kill you myself.
He kissed my cheek and just gave me the weirdest smile I ever saw. His eyes are so full of desire but his smile is so creepy.
But then I remember how you used to kiss me. I don't want his kiss, I want your kiss, Jungkook.
