I Am [NOT] A Monster (Suicidal AU/ KiriBaku Fanfic)

The Dream

/~º》Aye! If you don't already know, this book will contain;

- Self harm
- Suicidal thoughts
- Suicide attempts
- Cursing
- Blood & Gore
- Violence
- & Angst (Maybe -_-)

If your sensitive to any of these topics I suggest you don't read this book.

Also! My cover was done by;
-_Lenn_- (Thank you again Lenn! Even though I doubt your reading this. (/♡UwU)/♡)

Thank you for your support!! On to the first chapter!《 º~\

{Bakugou's pov}

'The room, it's pitch black. I can't see a thing. Why? Where am I?' I thought, attempting to look around. But of course I see nothing but black. I seem to be crouched down but I don't know why. I try to stand up, but fail. It's like I'm stuck in this position, I'm so confused right now. "What the fuck?" I mumble, still trying to look around.

Suddenly I hear a bang, then see a light turn on behind me. I turn around to see Deku. He's all scratched up and bruised like he was just attacked. "You're a monster.." I hear faintly, it was the green haired boys voice. But he didn't move. "What would you have done if I did jump?" He asks looking up. He has a huge cut on his cheek, and his eyes.. They were dull, red and puffy at first. Nothing like they normally were. But then, then they began to glow a bright shade of green.

"What?" I said even more confused. Deku smirks, slowly walking over to me. "You don't remember Kacchan? You told me to jump of the roof in middle school. What would you do if I actually did it ?" He continues mumbling, waiting for my reaction. I stay silent, not wanting to answer. I didn't feel scared, I felt guilty...

'Maybe I am a monster...'

"Maybe? No. You Are a monster." Someone says from behind me. "The fuck?" I mumble, turning around. I look in front of me, only to see yellow glowing eyes.. 'Denki?' I question myself as the voice seems allot like his. "Yeah it's me. Denki..." The voice continues. "Your just a villain. Your probably the school traitor." I look down to see Mineta standing there, his eyes also glowing. Suddenly I'm surrounded by glowing eyes, the glowing eyes of my classmates. The only one not there was Kirishima.. Why wasn't he there..?

'Make it stop... Please..'

I look around seeing the glowing eyes of Icyhot, Raccoon eyes, Pikachu, Deku, and the rest of class 1-A standing around me, continuously chanting.

"Monster"

"Villain"

"Traitor"

'Shut up..'

"Die"

'Shut Up!'

"Kill yourself"

'SHUT UP!'

"Worthless"

'SHUT UP DAMN IT!!'

That's when it all went quiet. All I can hear is my heart pounding loudly against my chest, and my unsteady breathing. It feels like I had just been stabbed, trying to catch my breath as tears began rolling down my cheeks. If only I knew it would get worse...

All the eyes had disappeared, leaving me in the room by myself, or so I thought. As my breathing steadies, I begin to hear a faint laugh, long in the distance. But as every second passes. It begins sounding like the laughter is all around me, before it stops. It just stops. I hear no noise after that. 'Is it finally over?' I ask myself. But I begin to feel like I'm being watched. I try to stand and this time I succeed, sighing I turn around to come face to face with the redhead. Kirishima. His ruby red eyes also glowed in the pitch black room. 'Why does everyone's eyes have to glow...?'

"Your just a monster Bakubro.. No one in the class actually cares about you. So you can die and no one will miss you and your bullshit attitude." Hearing this from the redhead made me collapse. 'Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse... It had to be you.. to point all this out...' I think, tears spilling from my eyes as I clench my fists tight.

'Why me?!'

"Monster"

'End it..'

"Kill yourself."

'Let me be free..'

"No one gives a fuck about you "

'I know this...'

"End it"

'I...'

"End it!"

'I-I..'

"JUST KILL YOIRSELF!!"

'I WILL!! OK?! I'LL END IT JUST SHUT THE FUCK~'

*beep*

*beep*

*beep*

I shoot up from my bed. Tears running down my cheeks. "It's just a dream.. IT'S JUST A FUCKING DREAM!" I yell, causing the old hag to walk in. "Katsuki? Are you~" She begins but stops mid-sentence. Already knowing what happened. "Another nightmare?" She asks, giving me a sympathetic look. I nod with an annoyed and terrified look on my face, she walks over and sits on my bed. Before leaning over and giving me a hug to which I hesitantly return, the tears never stopping as the dream replays in my head.

'What would you do if I did jump?'

'Monster'

'Die.'

'Kill yourself.'

'Your just a villain.'

'Your probably the school tratior.'

'No one in the class actually cares about you.'

'So you can die and no one will miss you and your bullshit attitude.'

"I guess it's time you take your anti-depressants?" She asks beginning to stand up. "Y-Yeah.. I guess..." I say, cursing at myself for stuttering as I begin to get out of bed. She began walking to the bathroom as I follow closely behind, taking a bottle of pills out of the medicine cabinet she opens it, handing me a pill and a cup already filled with water. "Thanks old ha~ mom...." I mumble, correcting myself before she can say anything. "Just be happy I'm not in a bad mood Kat."

Turning around, she started to speak. "I want you to eat your breakfast, it's just cearal for today." She said walking out. I grunt, leaving the bathroom, heading back to my own room. Slamming the door shut, not caring if I get in trouble. I fall on my bed face first, with a sigh.

'Maybe today will be better...'

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