I Am [NOT] A Monster (Suicidal AU/ KiriBaku Fanfic)

Bakugou?!?!

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I step back into my dorm and close the door, making my way over to my bathroom. I walk in and open the cabinet immediately, grabbing the bottle of pills without any hesitations. I sigh and walk back to my bed, pulling out my phone as I drop the bottle beside me, sitting down. 'I probably shouldn't tell anyone.. they'll try to come 'save me' yet they'll only be keeping me here in this pathetic world that hates my guts.'

I check the time "6:15pm huh? That means it's almost time for dinner.." I mumble to no one in particular. It begins getting hot so I pull of my sweater, revealing my black tank top and bandaged up arms. With a small shuffle I grab the bottle, opening it.

I begin dumping the pills into my hand as once again, thoughts of everyone I care about flood my head. This time Kirishima is the first one that comes to my mind. 'Has he ever acctually cared about me, or is it just an act because I have no real friends?' Then Deku comes to mind, and everything I've said to him. 'Your just a quirkless nerd' 'Defenceless Izuku.' 'You'll never be a hero without a quirk.'

'Monster..'

I quickly stuff my face with the pills, wanting everything to end as I contemplate on swallowing them. A moment later I swallow, then just sit there, waiting for them to take affect. 'Let's just hope no one comes to get me..'

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- 25 minutes later-

{Midoryia's pov}

"Midoryia, go get Bakugou and tell him it's time for dinner." Aizawa-sensei instructs, I smile brightly and nod. "Okay!" I cheer as I begin walking to the stairs, my smile fades as I'm smacked in the face by reality. "I-I have t-t-to get K-Kacchan..?" I say as tiny beads of sweat begin to form on my freckled face, my nerves telling me to ask Aizawa if someone else could get him, but I push myself forward, continuing to walk to the ash blonde's room.

I know what room his is because I'm right above him, room 408. I walk up one more set of stairs and head down the hall, soon stopping at Kacchan's door. "Room 308.. I hope he doesn't hit me.." My body shakes a little as I raise my hand, about to knock on the door. I think twice but knock, getting no answer. I raise an eyebrow and knock again, still no answer. I knock about five times but still get no answer so I go back downstairs.

Once I'm downstairs, I tell Aizawa-sensei he wasn't answering, he asks me if I checked to see if Kacchan's door was unlocked, but I shake my head. He sighs then grunts, beginning to walk away. "Just go eat Midoryia, I'll get him." He says tiredly as he walks to the stairs. I only nod, though he couldn't see it and walk to my friend group.

{Aizawa's pov}

"He's not answering.." Midoryia informs me, scratching the back of his neck nervously. 'Did this boy even go get him?' I think sighing. "Did you check to see if his door was open?" The green haired boy only shakes his head, giving me a slightly apologetic look. I sigh again then grunt, turning around. "Just go eat Midoryia, I'll get him." I say as I begin walking to the stairs. The boy says nothing, though I can feel him looking at me for a moment longer before I hear the sound of his shoes tapping against the floor, telling me he's walking away.

I stand in front of Bakugou's door, knocking continuously, though he doesn't answer or even speak. 'Something has to be up. Even if he was asleep, he would've woken up to the sound of my knocking.' I think as I begin to worry a little, scratching the back of my neck, I continue knocking. This time calling his name louder and louder each time.

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He still doesn't answer as I'm now pounding on his door, yelling his name. I get annoyed with calling his name and try to open his door, surprisingly it's unlocked. I step in and the first thing I see is a small pool of dried up blood in the middle of his room, crumpled up papers and drawings. The next thing I see is his messy bed, again with dried up blood on the sheets and blanket, but what really catches my eye is the open bottle of pills on his bed. Immediately my eyes widen as I see the ash blonde on the floor, his arms bandaged from his forearms down to his wrists.

I realize what's going on as I kneel down beside him, beginning to shake him vigorously as I call his name. He doesn't wake. I stand up and grab the bottle of pills, reading what they're for. "Anti-Depressants?! He~" I stop mid-sentence, lowering my voice. I call an ambulance and run back downstairs.

"Students, to your rooms now. Everyone on and below the third floor go to a friend's dorm, no students can be in that area at this moment." I instruct the students, some giving me confused looks, others nodding. "What's going on?" Kirishima asks worriedly, he probably noticed Bakugou isn't here. "No time to explain, just go. Take your food if you'd like. I dont care right now. Just go. Also stay away from the front side of the building." I say attempting to keep a stern tone, though worry did end up becoming present in my voice. All students begin get up, rushing to someone's dorm.

"Aizawa? What's going on? Is everything okay?" Kirishima asks as he is the only one still in the commons. "I may tell you and the class later, just go." I say more sternly, the redhead nods and gets up, running to his dorm. About five minutes later the ambulance shows up and I rush the paramedics to the blondes dorm room. I tell them what I knew had happened and they put him on a stretcher. Rushing out with him, I decide to go along with him, to make sure he will be alright. 'Something had to have caused him to do this to himself..'

[AYE!! Two chapters in one day!! I'm proud of myself.]

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