I Am [NOT] A Monster (Suicidal AU/ KiriBaku Fanfic)

A Passionate Kiss

(Kirishima's pov)

I nod to Aizawa-Sensei, taking a deep breath in as I step into the room. The sweet but strong smell of vanilla filling the air. I look around the room, seeing the blondes phone on the side table by his bed. Then, my gaze lands on the blonde.. His sleeping form looks gentle, soft, and sweet.

Why does he have to be so cute..?

I slowly pull a chair over beside the bed, sitting down. It definitely wasn't the most comfortable chair in the world, but it did its job well.

My eyes land on his hand, so many wires and tubes connected to him... He doesn't deserve any of this.. "He doesn't deserve to be in a hospital bed.. Fighting for his life... He doesn't deserve the pain he's gone through.. If only I could take all that pain away... If.. Only..." I thought out loud, my eyes slowly trailing up his arm.

There the bandages didn't cover all of his cuts on one side, since they needed a place for the IV or something.. But few of the cuts that did show look pretty deep... "He did this all to himself..." My eyes continue trailing up his torso, to his face. I take a moment to stand and snap a picture, then continue on.

I rest my hand on his cheek, than do something I didn't think I would. I bend over, placing a soft kiss on his head. Sitting back down with a blush covering my face right after.

I couldn't really stand for too long because of dizziness due to me barely sleeping within the last week. But it isn't the first time this happened. I'm actually an insomniac unfortunately.. Had it since I was a child. But I manage with it I guess.

I rest my head down on the bed beside him, my one hand resting on his as my eyes begin to get heavy. Soon enough I pass out, hearing the door open as I fall into a really light sleep.

- Timeskip Brought to you by Kirishima and Bakugou making out in public -

I feel a hand shake me awake. I jolt up in a small panic before I look over at who it was. "We were wondering if you're hungry? We're gonna go get some food and drinks if you wanna come." Midoriya whispers, I shake my head. "No, I'm not that hungry." I respond, getting the 'really bitch' look from him. "Want us to buy you something for later then? You can tell me what it is and I'll tell Aizawa-Sensei"

"Hmm, maybe some Daifuku and a mango smoothie..?" I ask, he nods. "I'll message you if the cafe doesn't have those." I smile, thanking him. Watching as he leaves. I sigh, resting my head back on the bed.

Another thing is, I haven't been eating as much as normal. Of course I'm eating!! Just haven't been too motivated to do every day activities and what not.

- Another timeskip brought to you by Jiro and her guitar-

I've been awake since Midoriya woke me up, just scrolling through Instagram and what not now. Kinda still waiting for Bakugou to wake up so I can tell him. Finally..

I smile to myself, looking at simple yet amazing art. Sorta like Bakugou's. Which art MUST be one of his secret talents. It's just amazing! One of his other talents are being both cute an hot at the exact same time. But shhhh- that was never said. ;)

I continue on with Instagram for about five more minutes before I hear a faint groan from beside me.

"Kiri...? Wh- how'd you know I was here?!" The voice was raspy and horse, but recognizable for the most part. I look over and my eyes widen, excitment taking over. "Bakugou! You're up!" I begin to feel tears threatening to fall as I try my best to fight them off.

He takes notice to this and tries to reach up, most likely to wipe my face. But fails due to the wires and bandages covering his arms. He grunts slightly angered, but doesn't try and do anything more.

"How's he do- oh! You're up, Katsuki. Great." A nurse says walking in, closing the door behind her. She sees me and smiles, though also takes notice of the tears that are slowly rolling down my face. She walks over to the opposite side of the room and grabs a box of tissues, handing them to me.

"We need to change your bandages now Kat." "I told you to call me Bakugou.." The blonde grumbles, not looking away from his lap. The nurse mumbles a 'right, sorry..' And proceeds to change the beds position to sitting up.

"Can you give us a minute.. I need to ask him a few things." Bakugou mumbles loud enough for us both to hear. I sit still, a little shocked. Watching as the nurse nods, standing and walking to the door. "I'll be out here when your done, just call me in. Also, I'm Atsu Tai, one of the many nurses here." She says, pretty sure she was speaking to me.

Before leaving she gave a quick wink, than left. A light blush forming from her action.

"How the fuck did you know I was here..? And is there anyone else with you?" He mumbled, looking up at me with a soft look.

(Bakugou's pov)
I kinda missed writing in his prospective if I'm being honest.

"I- uhm... Aizawa, Todoroki, Yaomomo, Ochako, Midoriya and Sero are all here.. And I knew you were here for a while" "for a while? How long have I been here..?!" I interrupt, not knowing how long I really have been here...

"A... A week... Well, a little over a week.... Also, I knew you were here since....." I finally take in his futures, he's changed. He never EVER stuttered or paused for long moments... Also he has visible bags under his eyes. And well, his hair isn't up either.. Only me and the squad have seen him with his hair down. And even then it's rare... 'Does he know why I'm here..? I mean, if he didn't before, Aizawa probably told them.. Wait! Did they find the note...? God I hope they didn't...'

"Bakugou...? Bakugou!" I snap outta my thoughts, my attention going back to Kirishima.

"Do you want me to tell you what happened..? You know, that night.." I nod, letting him explain, hoping that he didn't go into my room after whatever happened, happened...

- Timeskip -

He finished explaining, god I feel so guilty right now.. He hasn't slept much because of me. Why?! I shouldn't have wrote that note, I shouldn't have drawn those pictures and I should've just told one of them! Maybe if I did tell them, it wouldn't have gone this far... It's my fault it got this far. It shouldn't have gotten this far...

God... This really is all my fault...

"I also need to tell you something, Bakugou.. It's really important, but it's totally fine if you need time to think about it! I just.. Really need to get this off my chest.." I glance up at Kirishima, a questioning look on my face. I nod, allowing him to continue on with what needs to be said.

"Okay.. I can do this... I can do it..~" he mumbles to himself. Continuing soon afterwards. "So.. I've been feeling this way for a while now, and I really need to tell you this.. But actions speak louder than words, so...~"

He says and stands up, leaning down to my height before placing a soft, momentary, passionate kiss on my slightly chapped lips.