I Am [NOT] A Monster (Suicidal AU/ KiriBaku Fanfic)

Spaced Out Kisses.

Shock.

That's all I feel.

Shock..

I kiss back for a second before he parts our lips. A bright pink blush dusting his soft cheeks.

He kissed me..
He kissed ME..!

.....

"Why..?" I ask soon after. Yes, I really fucking like him.. But why..? Why does he like me? I'm obnoxious and loud, useless and annoying..

I am a monster...

"Why what?" He mumbled sitting back down. His gaze moving to the floor as he rests his head on his hand.

"It's just... Why would you like me? I'm loud, annoying, stupid, idiotic, pathetic, useless, and worthle—"

"Bakugou! You're not any of those! You're smart, talented, heroic, and the bomb! All of class 1-A has been so worried about you! The class isn't a class without you telling us to shut up constantly. It doesn't feel right.." He states, his voice lowering into a whisper.

I'm about to speak before the nurse walks in again. "She couldn't even fucking knock..." I mumble, only Kirishima heard me and gave me an eyebrow raise before she started talking.

"I need to switch out you bandages, like NOW. I'm needed in another room." Nurse Tai says, I sigh quietly, watching as Kirishima stood and made his way to the door.

"Oi, Shitty Hair. No one told you to leave." I speak, now looking at Tai as she cuts off the bandage.

"But your arms.. I thought you wouldn't want me to see them..~" he mutters and glances back, eyes widening as he looks at my arms which are both uncovered right now.

"Nurse Tai, please make your way to room 449."

"Shit.. I gotta go now. I'll come back and put the bandages on in about an hour at most." She said and stood back up, heading to the door. "Be careful with your arms.. You don't want those to split open." She turned and said before walking out.

Kirishima had been standing in the same place for about five minutes, just looking at my arms.

He begins to walk closer, starting to stumble which is making me nervous.. He falls down while trying to steady himself, causing me to jump up. The IV being ripped out of my arm in the process. "Kirishima, are you okay? Kirishima..? Oi Shitty Hair! Shitty Hair!!" I yell, him waking up afterwards.

"Oh sh— I must have blacked out.. Heh... Why aren't you in bed?! And you ripped out your IV too!" He panicked. Slightly glaring at me.

We both hear the door creak open, only to see Deku and Flex Tape. "Hey Kiri, we're ba— Hey! Bakugou you're up! Why aren't you in bed..?" I glance down at my arms, remembering that their both unbandaged. My eyes now widening as I put them behind my back. "Yeah yeah, I'm awake..~" I snicker, huffing soon after.

"Also, why is Kirishima on the ground..?" Deku adds, his arms oddly behind his back too. "He was dizzy and then blacked out which caused him to fall. My IV is out because it got pulled out when I stood to check on him."

"So Bakugou really does care about the shark, eh?"

"Yeah, whats it to ya?!" I spat, looking down at Kirishima who was holding his arm out. I sigh quietly and help him up, sitting back on my bed after.

"Hey, Bakugou. We all got you something." Round face tells me, pushing her way past everyone. She walks up to me holding a medium sized, light brown stuffed bear. "You used your money on this, didn't you?" I ask her, taking the bear. She nods and I sigh again. "I can't take this.. You need your money." I mumble, no one other then her hears what I say. She laughs quietly. "It's okay Bakugou, I have more." She smiles, hugging me for a moment before letting go. Deku walking up to me next.

"Why didn't you tell me..?" He mutters before breaking down, I mumble a few random words and stand up, wrapping an arm around him. "Oi deku." I say, catching his attention. I wipe his face and mumble. "I thought I could handle all this on my own... I didn't think I'd need help, or even that anyone would want to help me."

"Kacchan.." "Stop crying. You're fucking strong deku, don't cry."

"But~" "I'm alive ain't I?" He nods, burying his face in the hospital gown I'm wearing. "Then theirs no need to cry." He nods again, looking up as he starts to calm down.

He walks off, handing me a bracelet before hand. I take a look at it and smile a little, its a charm bracelet, it having an All Might charm already on it.

Todoroki didn't seem to have anything, but he still walked up to me, eyeing my arms which I had given up hiding. He reached into his pocket and grabbed out a credit card, handing it to me. "It's one of my old man's cards, take it and get whatever. Don't worry about giving it back either." He whispers to me and walks off. Leaving me really confused.

"I didn't know what you'd like, so here." Momo smiles and steps closer to me, a small stack of money in her hands. I refuse to take it, so she leaves it on the bed and walks back over to Todoroki.

I didn't even realize, but Sero had disappeared and Aizawa still is yet to be seen..

Where the hell is sero and aizawa?

"Bakugou? You sure you're okay bud? You keep spacing out." Kirishima mumbles sitting next to me, his arm draped around my shoulder.

I nod. "I think we should get one of the nurses to come put that IV back in my arm though." He nods as well, looking up at the door.

"Who knew Bakugou could be a softie—" I hear someone mumble, I ignore whoever it is and continue looking at the door.

'Does he really care..?'

'He wouldn't play with someone's feelings.. Would he..?'

'Stop.. You're gonna ruin this like you ruin everything.'

"Kacchan—"

My head is turned and before I can process what's happening, I feel a pair of lips smash against my own. Short laughs and quiet 'awe's' were heard from the others as I open my eyes. Slowly melting into the kiss afterwards. My eyes fluttering shut once again.

{Kirishima's pov}

Once again I feel the heat rising to my cheeks. The kiss becoming more and more passionate as time goes on. I don't want this to end.. I wanna stay like this foever.

I wanna be with him forever.