Thoughts From 1:00 a.m.

Isolated

I'm not gonna lie to you, I never wanted to. But, when you fall off the deep end you feel the need to. I've been lying in bed at night contemplating everything. It's like no one can stick long enough to be there for me. 'I'll always be your friend!' We both know that ain't true. When I'm always there for you, but when I'm lonely you left too. I've got a revolving door with people circulating round and round, tell me you're my best friend and catch the next flight out. I can't open up, not when you'll just leave. Like spread the word that I'm disturbed and depressed underneath. Stop taking me for granted, I'm not some kind of toy. I'm human being with some feelings and doesn't want to be ignored. I know I talk to much and sometimes I don't make sense, but doesn't mean that I'm less than this.