Time after time I feel left behind. Caught up in delusions and missing the ride. Can't seem to catch up, nothing ever slows down. In a fast paced world, just getting used to the change.
My back's to the wall, I got no where else to turn. You find out who your true friends when you fall. I'm ten stories up looking over the world. Seeing beauty for what it is not in a magazine. Fresh air in my lungs gives me a little hope, makes me think that there's a chance to let it go.
To be carefree seems too out of reach. Like I'm watching an ad about celebrities. My head can't wrap around the thought of starting over, is it improbable?
It's highly unlikely I'll ever recover. So feel free to tell all that you've discovered. Please, go out and enjoy the world. Do things I never got to, chance dreams that are meant for you. Take in all the nature, enjoy ever bit. Don't take your life for granted just like I did.
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Thoughts From 1:00 a.m.
RandomHere is a compliatiom of the things I think about at 1:00 a.m.
