Take a piece of me with you when you leave as confirmation that you tried to fix what you couldn't see. Hit refresh all you want, nothing's changed since you've been gone. I still reach out to you when your back is to me. I'm not sure what I need. A human connection? Affection? A little bit of introspection? A looking glass? A standard pass to let me though to you, even just a bit. But, it's gone all down the drain. Didn't take that long tip let it all wash away.
I used up all my energy searching for the antidote. To get rid of all the questions, because I'm not sure where to go. It feels like headphones block out more than just reality, maybe that can make up for my lack of sanity. All I see are pointless days. Still looking for a hiding place. I just want to feel okay. All the voices call me crazy, but I'm sure if trust myself to make that decision.
All I hear is silence, all I feel is regret. Looking for a way out, but I don't see it yet. You can tell me I'm wrong a thousand times, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm fading away.
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Thoughts From 1:00 a.m.
CasualeHere is a compliatiom of the things I think about at 1:00 a.m.
