Just A Suicidal Flower

an angry angelonia

i don't know how long you left me
abandoned, anxious, aching
broken, bare, bleak
cursed, cautious, cold
damaged, dirty, dead
embarrassed, empty, exhausted
fragmented, fearful, frozen
grave, grim, gross
helpless, hopeless, hollow
injured, idiotic, insecure
jaded, jealous, jumpy
klutzy, knobby, knowing
lost, lonely, lame
mauled, meek, miserable