i can barely remember a time
when you didn't rule my life.
when your voice didn't send chills
down my spine.
when your eyes didn't make me want to curl up into a ball and hide in the corner.
when your touch didn't make me want to vomit or send me into an instant panic attack.
when my anxiety wasn't completely centered around you.
when my arms and legs didn't have scars put there by you and your words.
when i was innocent.
when i was happy.
when i was okay.
YOU ARE READING
Just A Suicidal Flower
Poetry▪️only one flower was harmed in the making of this book▪️
