Tough as Nails

Chapter 2

I walked into the living room and everyone was gone.  I started filling my arms with the trash scattered everywhere.   Blaze walked into the living room with a trash bag. 

"What the fuck!"  He said startled by me.  "When did you get here?"  He was chuckling at himself now. 

"A little while ago.  You guys were so into the game that I didn't want to bother you."  I said.

"I meant to have this cleaned up before you got home.  I noticed your pissy attitude from the mess I left yesterday." Blaze informed me bluntly as we cleaned in silence.

    Blaze was the first friend I made when I moved here.  My heart still belonged to Kade after all of these years, but damn could Blaze do things to me that were  unholy.  No, before you ask, I'm not good anymore.  Blaze and I share an apartment and sometimes a bed.  Sometimes I think he wants more, but I can't give it to him.  I still compare every guy I meet to Kade.  I may have given you the wrong impression of Kade in the beginning.  He may not have actually told me that our situation wasn't working out for him, but all the signs were there.  He had been so distant for two months before my aunt made her announcement in my parents living room. I was just to young and dumb to see it.

    Looking across the living room, I couldn't help but watch Blaze's t-shirt stretch across his large, tattooed arms.  Catching me checking him out, he ran his hand though his jet black slightly spiked hair, giving me a sexy smile.  He was walking sex and he fucking knew it.  I got chills just thinking about what those big hands and sexy mouth was capable of.  I began to busy myself when I noticed his eyes had darkened looking at me.  I bet he was remembering the same things I was.  I know we were friends with benefits, but he had been slowly breaking more and more of the rules I had set for our adult times.  He had begin staying in my bed all night and treating me like a girlfriend.  He knew I was moving home in a couple months.  I had just finished my classes and was waiting for the paper work to come in the mail. And I made it clear that it was just fun and if he started catching feelings it had to stop. 

    The way he was staring at me, made me want to rip his clothes off with my teeth.  I may not love him, but by damn I am a woman with a healthy sexual appetite.  And knowing what he was capable of made me hungry.

"I can see you eye fucking me, dirty girl."  Him saying those words was all it took to moisten my panties. "To bad that I have to be somewhere or I would punish you for being a little tease." He said walking past me squeezing my ass.

    As much as I hate to admit it, I was a little sad to see him go.  Man, I could use some of what he's good at, but I know it's not a good idea.  I just really hope I have new batteries for my boyfriend in my nightstand drawer.  I'm sure going to need him tonight.

I don't know where Blaze was going and I dared not to ask. I'm sure he was into illegal things. He kept that part of him secret and I was thankful for that. He was a nice person mostly. He did have a temper and could be an asshole, but he always looked out for me.

    I finished cleaning the living room and made my way to my bed room.  I laid there staring at the ceiling remembering all the things Blaze had done to my body.  I got the boyfriend out of the night stand drawer.  Pushing the button to turn it on, my mind imagined Kade doing all the things to my body that Blaze had done.  I slid the vibrating stick into my opening pressing it to my core as I brought it in and out of me. I knew this wasn't going to take long thinking of Kade. 

    As I was finishing, I heard Blaze stumbling down the hallway.  I quickly shut off my toy before he heard it.  I heard his bedroom door shut and I waited.  After a while of silence I was sure he was passed out.  I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to clean up.  Crawled back into bed with heavy eyelids, thinking of Kade.