First Encounter - (fluff + smut) BTS Jin

Stay With Me

*At Hannam Hill*
Tae: What? She saw who? Wait, let me call her.

The hotel's security immediately informed Tae of your encounter with Lee Min Ho. Tae immediately dialed your number. Jin answered the phone.

Jin: Yeobseo?

Tae: Hyung? Is that you? Aish, where's Min Ho? Where's Noona?

Jin: She's sleeping Tae. I think she was surprised with what happened.

Tae: I'm glad you're with her. Please don't leave her.

Jin: I'm actually planning to because Tae, it's really awkward being here.

Tae: Aniyo, just be there. Gomawo.

Tae hung up the phone, leaving a very confused Jin.

*At Shilla, 30 minutes earlier*
I glanced up at Jin. Still not over with how handsome he looks, and how he tried to protect me.

Me: Hey, you can go if you want to. I'll be fine.

Jin: Aniyo. I'll be outside. I'll call Tae. Please rest.

He started to walk out, but I can't ignore this growing feeling inside me.

Me: (in a small voice) Please stay with me. Please.

Jin hesitated. He climbed on the bed with me, trying his best to ignore my sobs.

Me: Mianhe. I was really surprised. Thank you for always being there for me. I never expected that what happened years ago, will happen again. And just like before, you're always there. Haha, even faster than Tae. Gomawo, Jin.

Jin looked at me. He motioned for me to come closer, which I did. He took me in, and cuddled me.

Me: Yah, this is embarassing. I'm older than you yet you're the one comforting me.

Jin: What are you talking about? I really like you, ever since. And I don't want you acting this way. Come here.

I obliged taking in his scent. Jin, jinnie. It's only a few days yet he makes me feel secure. I have never been held like this for a long time. I notice a yearning inside of me, wanting to be filled.

Jin: So why are you back here Jin Li, is it because of Min Ho?

Me: Aniyo, Seoul is my favorite place in the world. I didn't really notice the time, but I grew tired of America. Why would I let someone dictate where I should live? I love Seoul. Yes, there have been bad memories. But, there can be good ones too right? I want to have new good memories too.

Jin looks at me. It's all going too fast but I am drawn to him. Maybe it's because of how he saved me before, and how I never really got to thank him. He tightens his hug, massaging my back, massaging my soul. I look back at him, at this little boy who grew up to be a good man.

Aniyo, I can't. He's too young, and he's Tae's friend, I say to myself. Then I drifted off to sleep, in his arms, again.

Without warning, Tae barged in the room causing Jin and I to jump up.

Tae: Noona, gwenchana? What happened? Where is he? Hyung, let's go.

Jin: Tae, he left already. Security was also advised not to let him in at all cost.

Tae: Why was he here, noona?

Me: Asking the same thing - why I'm here.

Tae: (confused) Jinja? But why are you here noona?

Me: I miss home, Tae. I can't let him ruin Seoul for me. I want to be here. I've moved on - maybe not completely - but I want to. I want to go to Nami, go shopping in Myeongdong, or go up to Namsan. I miss my home. America is too cruel. I don't like it there.

Tae rushed to my side, shushed me.

Tae: Noona, okay I get you. But let's get you more security okay. Maybe you need to talk to Min Ho and settle things so that he will not get his hopes up. Afterall, you went away without explaining everything.

Me: He doesn't deserve an explanation. I don't need to explain anything.

Tae: Arraseo. But you need to establish that you don't want to do anything with him. Join me, us the boys instead. Or you know do another drama.

Me: Arra. I will.