First Encounter - (fluff + smut) BTS Jin

Nami

*Jin Li*
Manager: (knocks) Ms. Kim?

Her knock brought me back to earth - I think I was half asleep, half daydreaming if that's even possible. I was thinking about what Jisub said to me, and he's right I can't let my past and present intertwine. If I'm ready to forget, then forget. If not, then I have to be fair to Jin.

Oh Jin, jagiya. Why do we have to meet this way. I know that I really like you, love you even. But I can't distance myself from my past. It's too strong, it's too close.

I keep seeing Jin's face - and it hurts.

I opened the door, and was surprised to see the manager.

Me: Hello. How can I help you?

Manager: Miss, we're really sorry but you have a guest.

Jin appears out of nowhere and took me by surprise.

Me: Jagi — Jin, why? What are you doing here? (to manager) I think I can manage, but I would appreciate getting an advise ahead of time.

Manager: Joesonghamnida. I'll leave you then, Mr. Kim, Ms. Kim.

Me: (facing Jin) I asked you what are you doing here? And how did —- oh, right you asked your appa again?

Jin: (sighs) Jagi, I have no choice. Mianhe. But please, I need to see you. I need to talk to you, just give me a little time. If you don't want to talk to me, give me five minutes to rest, and I'll call my driver to fetch me and bring me back to Seoul. (Hears another knock) Is that food?

I smiled despite what's happening.

Me: I ordered food. I think it's enough because I'm planning on binge eating, drink a lot, so that I'll crash and won't think of you.

Jin: Let's eat baby, I went straight from Hong Kong and haven't had anything proper to eat. May I stay?

We ate, and drank in silence. I popped open a bottle of wine. I can't stop staring at Jin, my handsome jagi, sweet jagi.

Jin: Why jagi? Why did you leave?

Me: I have a lot of things on my mind. I need to think, and I'm not sure if I'm being unfair to you because you saw how I react near Min Ho. And here you are, giving me the kind of love I don't deserve. (Starts to sob)

Jin rushed to my side, encloses me in a tight hug. I relaxed, and snuggled closer to him, enjoying this very moment.

Jin: I know, I understand. Please don't think of it that way - I'm the one who pursued you. Give me a little credit, I can take it. I can see that you love me, even if you don't think that you do. I feel it, jagi. And it's consuming me, it's taking over me. That's why, I'm here with you - I want to feel your whole undivided love, and I'm prepared to wait.

Me: Then I really don't deserve you.

Jin: (laughs) It's me who don't deserve you. Daebak - Kim Jin Li is with Kim Seok Jin of BTS? Unbelibubble (laughs some more). Jagi, don't you see yourself? You're one of Seoul's icons. A lot of women look up to you, and a lot of men want you. Like Jimin. Remind me to kill him. I can't wait to tell everyone we're together. We'll be the new SongSong (laughs).

Me: Really? Okay, if at any time you feel I'm being unfair to you, you can leave me.

Jin: Yah! Jagi - I can't do that. (smirks) So can I stay with you? I promise to be really, really good.

Me: (blushes) Yah! Stop that. I know what you're capable of, Jin.

Jin: Come on, baby. Let's not fight.

I was surprised at how my body reacted to his sudden kiss. Every part of me craved for his touch.

Me: (whispers) I'm all yours.

*At Hongkong*
Tae checked his phone, and let out a sigh of relief which the members took notice.

Jungkook: All good, Tae? Is Jin with your noona right now?

Tae: De. Looks like hyung will not get any rest too tonight (laughs). But I really hope everything will go alright.