I wait at the front of the school, my eyes scanning the crowd for Evan. Evan Hansen. Evan, as in Evan-who-I-talked-to Evan. Evan, as in potential friend Evan. Evan, as in cute, nervous weirdo Evan.
I crush all thoughts of my possible, if real, incredibly small crush on Evan. I stand up straighter when I see him with the jackass from earlier. I walk over in a few strides, smiling. "Hey, Evan!"
Evan looks at me and tenses up, his eyes widening. I pause, the bounce in my step faltering. I frown as Jared gives Evan a cocky grin. "Did you move on from Zoe? Are you now crushing on the school drug addict?"
His words feel like lead in my stomach. School drug addict? I mean, I know my reputation is shit, but he just said that right in front of me. Evan pales, glaring at Jared. "No! I'm going to Y/n's for a project."
"Oh, so you still like Zoe, and you're using Y/n to get to her?" Jared asks, as if he plucked the doubts straight from my mind.
I turn my panicked gaze to Evan. "No! I-I'm going for the project. Only the project."
My eye drop to the floor as I force my feelings back down. "Oh well, try to be careful. Believe it or not, freaks come in all kinds of crazy."
Before I can open my mouth, he turns and walks away. "What is with that guy? I mean, what the fuck is wrong with him?" My tone is cold and full of an anger I wish away.
"Sorry about Jared... he's a dick. He's insensitive, but I think he's just kind of lonely..." Evan says quietly.
I nod, sighing. "Well, let's go." I mumble, walking ahead.
Evan follows me silently. "You still like Zoe?" My own words bring a small weight to my gut.
"Y-Yeah... Sorry if that's weird," he mumbles, rubbing the back of his neck.
I bite my lip to prevent myself from spilling information. "It's fine, just don't expect me to cheer you on if you kiss her." He nods, his face reddening. I look away as we walk in silence. "I'm sorry I pushed you earlier."
"Huh?" He looks at me, startled.
"Yeah, I was just mad... I didn't mean to hurt you. Actually," I laugh quietly. "I didn't know your arm was broken, so when I saw you in the computer lab, I sort of freaked out. And then I saw your arm, and I thought I did that to you.
He laughs quietly, a small smile on his lips. I gaze at him, fighting my own laugh. "Y-You thought you broke my arm?"
"Hey, you don't get to judge me, you fell out of a fucking tree!" I snicker.
His laughter increases as he pauses. "Y-You
know, that boy that made the dumb comment, Jared Kleinman, h-he called me an acorn!"I choke on my laughter, doubling over. "An acorn? That's so—" I gasp between laughter.
After a moment, I look at Evan. "You realize that his initials are JK?" I ask seriously.
He only giggles, earning more laughter. After a few more minutes of being unable to breathe due to the laughter, we begin to walk again. I sigh with a smile, looking at the ground. When we arrive home, Cynthia is in the kitchen, cooking dinner.
I ignore her until she turns to us. She opens her mouth to speak, but whatever she had to say shifts into, "Y-You brought a guest?"
"He's my friend from school," I say, walking forwards again.
"Friend?" Her voice is full of a surprise I wish wasn't there.
"Yeah. Friend," I grumble, shoving my hands in my pockets.
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Opposites Attract: Evan Hansen x Reader
FanfictionY/n Murphy struggles with mental illnesses she wishes she had control over. On the first day of senior year, she's already high and ready to skip the day and end it all. When her mom doesn't stand down, she reluctantly leaves the Murphy household, h...