THE TWO DORKS

5 WHAT HAVE I DONE

Middle school went by pretty slow for me.  I would watch Shelly from a distance and wish that she was mine.   I also started noticing her and Lee were letting more people into their little circle and even though my Shelly wasn't one of the most popular girls in school she always had a bunch of admirers following her around.  The only reason I never took action for them being around her was that they never hit on her or tried to touch her.  So, I would just stand back and watch her with them.

It wasn't long before I was off to high school and they had one year left of middle school, and I really hated that.  Why you may ask well it was simply because I was worried that Shelly would get her first kiss.  See by this time I was already making out with random girls at parties.  The only reason I knew Shelly didn't make out at the parties was that I was always watching her.  Yep, even when I was lip-locked with another girl, I had my eyes on the girl I really wanted to kiss.  With me in high school and them in middle school, it meant they would go to parties I was not invited to since I was in high school plus it would do me no good in the reputation department if I were hanging out with a bunch of middle schoolers.  

Lee and Shelly would go to the parties for their middle school friends it wasn't until my first high school party I realized I might not be able to get over Shelly.  See since everyone coming to the party were all in high school I made sure to tell my parents I didn't want my two dorks there.  Of course, I didn't say quite like that just that I did not think it would be a good environment for them.  Well, that night they went to their party at a guy name Warren's house Lee had to convince her to go but I she didn't want she kept begging him not to make her go.  The only reason she gave in was that Lee promised her that he wouldn't leave her side.  That night they didn't come home, and I was furious.  I had heard about this Warren character and that he was after my Shelly.  It wasn't till later in the day I heard Shelly and Lee by the pool, so I sat with my balcony door open, so I could listen in to what they were saying.  "I really am sorry twin for making you leave it is just that Warren kept trying to drag me upstairs.  Saying he wanted to show me something.  I heard one of the girls giggle and said yeah he wants to steal her first kiss and maybe more."  I was livid this Warren guy needs to remember she is off limits.  Lee told her "don't worry twin and believe me he didn't just want to kiss you.  It turns out Warren over the summer met a girl that well had sex with him and now he wants to have sex all the time.  He keeps telling us guys in the locker room how he wants to see how many virgins he can get."

"Oh, well it is a good thing I didn't go with him."  I hear her giggle "why you giggling twin."  "I remembered the first talk we had with our mom's about well you know."  I heard Lee laugh "Oh, yeah what was it you called penis's back then?"  "A big stick."  "Oh, yeah I loved the look on Noah's face when you asked him if he had one then asked if it got bigger too."  I couldn't help but blush at the memory but at the same time thinking of my Shelly going anywhere near that area is very frustrating I can feel my pants get tight as I imagine her small hands griping me.  Needless to say, I took matters into my own hands.

It wasn't long before Shelly and Lee joined me in high school, and I noticed that they really had quite the following.  The worst part was during the summer I had to go to football camp for three weeks, and I didn't get to see Shelly that whole time.  I didn't go the year before because I was on the freshman team, but now I was on Varsity, and well I had to go.  When I got back, I noticed that Shelly looked fitter and her legs were really muscular.  During my time back I realized that Shelly was doing what I suggested and was swimming laps mainly using her legs to build up her muscles.   Little did I know my decision to forget Shelly was going to bite me in my ass.

The first day of school came and seeing Shelly in the uniform skirt was really doing a number on me damn I loved her legs.  Plus now that I look at her I noticed that she was starting to get an ass and I hated the fact the guys were all staring at her.  Later that day I heard them by the pool "Lee do you really think Noah has become a player?"   "I don't know Shelly but remember when he was in eighth grade he used to make out a lot."  "Yeah but with how he is always telling us not to sleep around that we should save ourselves for someone special it is hard to believe he would have sex with random girls."  "Well, you heard them they all claim to have sex with him."  I just don't know why that one girl kept following us around telling you that Noah likes her and not you."  "Oh, she saw Noah talking to me outside of the field house before practice yesterday, and he hugged me and told me good luck."  "Oh, so she thinks you and my bro."  "I guess so, but it was like any other hug he has given me."  "Well, don't worry Noah will never let anyone come between the three of us."  "Ok twin because I can't lose either of you I love you both too much."  "Yeah, but me more right."  "Yes, twin."  "Just remember you don't want a guy like Noah."  "Yes, twin."

It was then I realize maybe making out with random girls wasn't such a good idea.  As for me sleeping around I only ever had sex with one girl last year, and I regretted it afterward.  That was also the last night I ever got drunk because that was the only reason I slept with her.  Now they both think bad of me what have I done.