Fear Itself [ A Shoey Fanfic ]

|| Joey's P.O.V ||

i cant believe it. shane. talking to lisa. lisa. of all people it had to be lisa. as soon as i saw those texts i was in shock. what happened to you running away from her? him never wanting to speak to her again.

i searched through his phone while he was resting. he had tons of missed phone calls. 5 from..lisa...3 from his mom, and a few from me from when i was back at the hospital with sawyer.

as i looked through, lisa texted shane, or who she thought was shane. i opened the message. it said 'nice talking to you today ;)'. a winky face. something happened that he wasnt telling me.

i decided to play dumb shane.

'wait what?' i replied, pretending to act oblivious.

i threw the phone down on the couch next to me, putting my palms on my forehead, groaning and about to cry. of all people. i thought he loved me. that he care. i guess i was mistaken. horribly. mistaken.

his phone buzz again. i dreaded looking at the message for it was so horribly painful to watch the guy im taking care of fall in love so easily. with the girl he apparently hated to make matters worse.

she replied almost immediately this time.

'oh silly, you must not remember!' it sounded devious.

'yea that's it...' i sent annoyed.

i looked through the earlier messages. filled with i love you's and ill be there soon's. it is heartbreaking to know this and read these.

i heard stinking and hard pounding feet on the stairs. i don't care if he sees me, he needs to know that he cant just do this stuff behind my back.

i heard him cough, his little annoyed, im here cough. i looked over at him, trying not to crying knowing what he did to me.

"that's mine." he spoke angrily, his cheeks red.

i tried to brush it off, tell myself to sit up proud. but i couldn't help myself but to cry.

"why.." i began to cry.

"what.." he asked, confused.

"Lisa..of all people!" I was crying mercilessly now.

i just watched as Shane moved over towards his phone.

I scoffed and turned on my heel, walking away.

im so done with him right now.