let's get lost

youre dead to me

after the meeting at the Wyrm we went over to my house. It was only FP, Jughead and me because it would've seemed like a attack if too many of us went. Fp knocked on the door and we heard shuffling and I heard my dad unlock the door. "Hey, what's going on?" My dad asks clueless. I sigh and we walk in. "Where is Penny?" FP says and my dad has a horrible poker face and acts confused. "What do you mean?" "We know he's here." Jughead says and my dad looks at me. "Were you sneaking around the house?" He asks and I shake my head. "I can't believe you." I say with tears forming in my eyes. FP looked furious and Jughead looked upset. "I can't believe you'd go against this family like this, Diana's wishes?! You know what she'd say if she was here? She'd hate you!" FP says pissed off and I hear that voice that never fails to make me mad.
"Well she's not here is she?" She says leaving my room. She was in MY room?! "What the fuck are you doing in my room?!" I yell and my dad speaks up. "Victoria language." He says and I give him a glare. "Dad, no offense but shut the fuck up." I say and he rolls his eyes. "I'll be your new step mommy. Isn't that great." Penny says and I go to lunge at her and Jughead holds me back. "Don't give her what she wants." He says into my ear and I calm down.
"You're a psycho bitch." I say to her and she shrugs. "And you're not." She says and I brace myself because I murder her. "You guys just gotta accept it. It's love." He says and I give him a look. "Love?! You call this bullshit love? I'm your daughter. You should love me more than anyone else. You shouldn't even have looked this Ghoulie in the face after what her and her people did to me!" I scream and he looks down knowing I'm right. "I only went at you because of what your boys did to Maxx." She says and I scoff. "I should've killed him. And I will kill you." "You don't have a killing bone in your body." She says. I whip out my knife and I push her against the wall and I push the knife against her neck and I feel the knife go into her skin.
She winces. As she caught me off guard because of my fathers yelling she grabs me and pins me against a wall and pierces my skin. "Well I can kill you on the spot." She says and I laugh. "Leave her the hell alone!" Jughead yells and I spit in her face. "Kill me. And once this war breaks out, you'll be dead sitting right next to me in hell." I say and she gets pissed and I feel FP pull her off and slam her against a wall and my father screams. I let air out. "FP leave her alone." My dad says flat and I give him a look. "You'll defend her and not your own daughter?! Are you serious?" I scream and he avoids my glare. I push FP away and I grab her shirt and punch her in the face. I repeatedly punch her hard while I was screaming sobbing. "I. Fucking. Hate. You" I say in between sobs. I had her at the point of death and I didn't want to stop. The adrenaline was just running in my veins.
It took Jughead, FP, and my father to get me off her. I stay sobbing. "You were probably part of her death." I say to my dad and he gives me a confused glare. "What are you babbling about now?" He asks and I shake my head. "You helped this bitch kill my mother. You killed her." I say storming to him and I push him against the wall and he grabs my hand and does that police thing and slams me on the ground with my hand behind my back. "Get off of her!" FP screams and pushes my dad off and I hear something slam and Jughead helps me up and hugs me tight and I continue to sob in his chest.
"You're so fucking dead to me."  I say to my father while I storm out and I go to Sweet Peas. I knock on the door and he answers and Jax and Fangs was over. He sees I was crying and pulled me in and hugged me tight. "Is it your dad?" He asks. "He chose Penny over me." I say sobbing and he tightens his hug. He pulls me over and the guys were watching tv. They let me have the couch and I laid in Sweets lap and I had my feet on Jax's lap and Fangs went out to get us food. "I'm sorry Victoria." Jax says upset. I look at him and shake my head. "You did nothing wrong. It's my father." I say calming myself down. Sweet Pea was stroking my hair and Fangs came back in with food. We ate and the guys tried to make me feel better. I just felt broken again. I thought family was supposed to be there for you? Blood over everything. Apparently not. For my father he has mixed morals.
Now I know, he isn't my family. Jax is my family. Sweet Pea is my family. Veronica, Betty, Kevin, Reggie, Fangs, Jughead, FP, Cheryl, Toni, Gianna. They are my family. Yeah, some of them may be blood, but that doesn't distract from the fact that my own father chose someone who almost killed me over his own child.
Now all that is on my mind is this war and how we will win.

Hello peeps so depressing chapter. I have a depressing idea but I don't think I'm gonna do it. Next chapter will be about what happens to her father with the Serpents so ooooo. I hope you guys are enjoying!!