Choices: Kakashi's Daughter

Chapter 11

On-wards to Narnia........jk, to the story.....

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Akuma POV

Unfortunately, my eyes open because of some damn ringing I am going to kill.

For the first time in years I actually slept with no nightmares, though there wasn't any dreaming at all, I don't care about that I am just happy I slept... Of course I couldn't do it by myself, no, I don't have that luxury. I took four of the pain pills at once to knock myself out.

But hey, I slept.

My metal crushes whatever was still ringing and ruining my good mood. I hear a crack, crunch, clunk, and realize whatever I squished was metal. I turn over in bed and look at the floor to see my disfigured alarm clock. I stare at it for a while with a bored face. The time it took its last tick on, 7:45.

I blink... forty-five minutes to get to the training grounds, wonderful. Sitting up, I put my feet on the floor and stand. Well tried to at least. I stumble a little from my eminence headache that just hit. Despite taking the pain pills to sleep, it looks like there's a downside. 

Moving sluggishly to the shower and get in, my headache decreases. Washing my body and hair I get out, dressing with my kunai pouch and my wakazashi's... just in case. I probably won't need them, but I feel weird for not using them for too long.

Tough for who I use them on... like Kakashi.

As I walk past the counter I spot a fruit. When was the last time I've eaten anyway? Being here has made me lost count. Almost two days since I've eaten and it was only fruit. There was the toast too... that one day... sometime... right... I need to balance. I pick up the apple and eat it on my way to the training grounds. Arriving to see the rest of my team half asleep, looking at the sun, I have three minutes till Kakashi gets here. I finish off my apple and chew.

"YOUR LATE, AKUMA. WHER- Hey we were told not to eat. You're going against sensei," Naruto yelled. 

"Hello, sorry I was late a black cat crosse-," Kakashi poofed in and was interrupted by Sakura who failed to notice him.

"Yeah, who do you think you are, disobeying the rules of the sensei we just met yesterday. What do you think your better than us HUH?!?" I glance at Kakashi who was looking between the two of us and ended up staring at me. Again with the chest pain, need to talk to Hokage.

"I am Akuma. I am a person who has no hesitation to kill you. I am a person who won't care if you are gone. My evaluation of you concludes you contribute nothing to this team and will only be a hindrance to this team and its success to a mission. You lack greatly in ninjutsu, genjutsu, and even though you do know some taijutsu, it's not enough."

"Akuma, Sakura-chan is smart. That's something, isn't it. She's also nice and kind," Naruto says looking at me disapprovingly. I think my shot of gaining a friend just got shot down. I sigh.

"Akuma, never speak of your teammates that way. Your teammates will save you if your hurt or down on a mission and it means life or death. Sakura will be one of those people and you will be too." Kakashi glares at me. I sigh again. Right when he starts turning away to start the session I speak.

"That's where your wrong Kakashi, as she is now atleast. One, Sakura likes no one on this team except the Uchiha. She won't risk her life to save ours and even if she did, she couldn't. Sakura just doesn't have the power or skill to fight someone one on one," I turn to Naruto, "Also, Naruto, Sakura being smart isn't enough. Uchiha is smart, excels in ninjutsu and taijutsu, and will last in a fight with chunin opponents. He also has a bloodline. You only know a few ninjutsu, excel in taijutsu to a certain point, but overall it is your mental strength and large chakra stores that help you overcome any obstacle, which makes you a great asset. Kakashi's a jouin, smart, strong, and has lots of experience. I excel in different arts of killing, speed, ninjutsu, taijutsu, but I lack a little in genjutsu making. I still can get out of any genjutsu in a few seconds flat. I also excel in weaponry and have two bloodlines, along with years of experience. Sakura's brainpower isn't enough, especially if she only sides with the Uchiha instead of what needs to be done. Also, whatever kindness you're talking about, cause all I ever saw her treating you was like shit, will only get her and probably all of us killed. Kindness will not help you put a kunai through someone's heart or slice their throat. It does the opposite and instead of killing, you become the killed. I have had many teams before, but they let their hateful emotions toward me guide there missions and got themselves killed. To become a tea-," my head snapped to the right. I see the rest of the team in shock and Sakura even had a few tears in her eyes.

My left cheek stung. I was slapped, who? I turn my head slowly to the front of me.

Kakashi. Kakashi. Kakashi slapped me. Slapped me. My father slapped me. He's glaring at me with hatred and disgust. I don't understand. Why? What did I do wrong? I was good and obeyed the Hokage. I see Kakashi yelling something, but I have gone deaf. All I could think of was why. 

 He's just like them. I see visions of my parents hitting me over and over in my head. My breathing elevates and I start to shake, shock settling in. My head is hurting again.

"Worthless!" Smack.

"Demon!" Punch.

"Monster!" Kick.

Smack. Smack. Smack. Smack.

My mind is scrambled and I am trembling. I can't breathe and my head hurts. I open my eyes to see Kakashi explaining the rules of the survival test, ignoring me, the Uchiha looking at me with eyes wide. Kakashi set the timer for 12pm and was about to say go, but Sasuke yells my name. I wonder why until I hit the ground, there I curl into a ball and tremble.

No sight. No sound. I feel someone trying to pick me up, but as soon as I feel someone's hand I dart away.

I am so scared. What if I am hurt again? No doubt for darting away from an unknown punishment. I can no longer trust, of what little trust I had for him, I cannot trust Kakashi.

I feel my heart take a few more beats before it stops and I fall into calm darkness, where no one will harm me.

No more.

Don't think about it.