Entry Twenty Four

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These nights
Have been rough

Waking up in a cold sweat
breathing heavily

Trying not to fall asleep again
No not to the same old nightmare
I'm tired
I've got school tomorrow

I get up and go to school
Just to realize
I'm living that nightmare
I cry
I panic
I just want to be alone
But I don't want to

These nights have been the hardest
Trying to think of something happy
Just to realize
It turns into my nightmares

Thinking about my friends

Turning them into people that bully me

Thinking about my family

Turning them into people
who don't acknowledge me

Thinking about my life

Turning it into something
That I don't want to live anymore

These nights have been rough
Can't sleep
Never can
Waking up
unhappy
Moody
Angry
But going to school
happy
Motivated
Cheery
Then coming home
Just to sleep again
Waking up
To
The
Same
Nightmare
Again

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