These nights
Have been roughWaking up in a cold sweat
breathing heavilyTrying not to fall asleep again
No not to the same old nightmare
I'm tired
I've got school tomorrowI get up and go to school
Just to realize
I'm living that nightmare
I cry
I panic
I just want to be alone
But I don't want toThese nights have been the hardest
Trying to think of something happy
Just to realize
It turns into my nightmares
Thinking about my friendsTurning them into people that bully me
Thinking about my family
Turning them into people
who don't acknowledge meThinking about my life
Turning it into something
That I don't want to live anymoreThese nights have been rough
Can't sleep
Never can
Waking up
unhappy
Moody
Angry
But going to school
happy
Motivated
Cheery
Then coming home
Just to sleep again
Waking up
To
The
Same
Nightmare
Again
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This is me
De TodoThis is about me and my perspective of my depression and my other problems and some about the guy I likes