Namjoon was a shy male who is a college student and is a very good student. He would never get in trouble and he was a jack of all trades, except for cooking and dancing. Although he was an amazing person, people bullied him because of how quiet he was. There were rumors that he was also gay, so that also made Namjoon's life miserable. At home, the only thing that made his parents proud was his grades, but other than that, his parents despised him. They didn't know he was gay, but they were homophobic, so Namjoon decided not to tell them. Namjoon's life was terrible, but the only thing that made it better was Kim Seokjin. Namjoon had a major crush on the most popular person on the campus. Namjoon didn't like Seokjin because of his looks, but for his kind nature and his exotic personality. Namjoon always watched him from a distance, nothing more. Namjoon never felt the need to make a physical interaction with Seokjin. Namjoon thought that as long as he was able to see Seokjin, his life would be a little happier. Once he was looking at Seokjin, he looked at Namjoon, which surprised Namjoon, and Seokjin waved at him. Namjoon couldn't believe that he was waving at him, so he looked behind him and saw Seokjin's best friend Jimin. Namjoon sighed and looked down sadly as he knew Seokjin would never notice someone like him. Jimin didn't notice Namjoon as he walked up to Seokjin who looked confused. "Why does he look sad?" Seokjin said, which made Jimin confused, so he asked Seokjin who he meant, but Seokjin just waved it off and walked to his class. Namjoon was walking down the hallways to go to his next class, he felt an object thrown at his head. Namjoon ignored it as he was used to it. The person who threw it yelled, "yo faggot! Get out of this school! No one wants a gay piece of shit here!" Namjoon bit his lip but just kept walking to his class. The male got angry and grabbed Namjoon's nape and slammed it on the wall. Namjoon's books went flying and Namjoon flinched in pain as he felt his nose start bleeding. The male laughed along with the others and they started to physically hurt him. Namjoon whimpered in pain when they were done as the bell started to ring. Namjoon got up fast and picked up all his books and cleaned off the blood as he went into class. Seokjin was in this class and he was surprised when he heard people whisper about Namjoon who had walked in just a second ago. None of the whispers were nice and he heard Jimin say something that made Seokjin angry. "Ha! Look at that faggot walking into the room looking like he owns the place." Seokjin was angered by the vulgar comments, but he stopped thinking about it as he saw Namjoon walk up to the desk behind Seokjin. Namjoon looked nervous as if he needed permission to sit in the desk. Seokjin noticed this and said, "don't be nervous. Just sit, it's no one's." Namjoon looked surprised by what just happened, but he hesitantly sat down as the lesson started. Seokjin noticed that Namjoon was a beautiful person and that he had the fluffiest looking hair and cute dimples when he unconsciously smiles. Seokjin also noticed that Namjoon was a very thin person and his hands were so beautiful looking. (Namjoon posted a pic on Twitter with Koya PJs on and with his Hand in the pic and I was like, THEY LOOK SO MAJESTIC, so yeah that the inspiration for that part lol. pic on top) Namjoon was anxious as he noticed Seokjin's eyes on him every once in a while. Namjoon looked up to see the notes on the board when he saw Seokjin's eyes on him. Namjoon's face went red as he looked away.
"your eyes, they are so beautiful," Seokjin says and Namjoon couldn't be happier.
