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Jungkook aimlessly stared at Namjoon with deep interest. Namjoon never noticed once even after 4 years of Jungkook secretly admiring him. Every one of the members noticed except for Namjoon, which they thought was cute, but when they proposed this to Jungkook, it took at least 6 weeks to convince Jungkook that they didn't have any romantic interest in Namjoon.
Namjoon had always had a small crush on Jungkook. He loved so many things about him, such as his determination, bravery, and how adorable he is. Namjoon had accidentally said to an MC that he found Jungkook the cutest out of all the members after years of living and having fun with the members. Namjoon was teased by the members by it for a week or so, and Jungkook was blushing for at least 2 weeks.
As they finished all of their concerts, Bighit finally let them have a 3-month break.
Namjoon sighed in relieve as he finally had a break after so long. He loved his job, but it did get tiring. He decided to finally sit down and do the thing he loved the most, writing. He knew he was on break, but he wanted to write something. He usually wrote song lyrics, and this song he was gonna write was all about his love for the dearest in his heart, Jungkook.
Don't think of anything Don't say anything, not even a word Just give me a smile
I think can't believe it All of this seems like a dream Don't try to run disappear
Is it True? You, You You're so beautiful, that I'm scared Untrue, Untrue You, You, You
Will you stay by my side? Will you promise me If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break I'm scared, scared, scared I'll lose you
Will you stop time If this moment passes As though it hadn't happened I'm scared, scared, scared I'll lose you
Butterfly~ like a buterfly~ Just like a butterfly, bu-butterfly
You're just like a butterfly From afar, I steal glances; if we touch hands will I lose you? You shine in this pitch darkness that is the butterfly effect Your light touches, I forget the reality at once
It's just like a wind that gently strokes me It's just like a dust that gently drifts along You're there but for some reason, I can't reach you, stop You, who's like a dream is a butterfly high to me
Untrue, untrue~ You, you, you
Will you stay by my side will you promise me If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break I'm scared, scared, scared of that
Will you stop time If this moment passes As though it hadn't happened I'm scared, scared, scared I'll lose you
The small pieces guttered down darkly From my heart, a barren noise I don't know if this is reality or a dream My Kafka on the shore Don't go to those woods over there My heart is still shattering on you (I just want to vaporize like this) My love is forever It's all free for you baby
Will you stay by my side If this moment passes As though it hadn't happened I'm scared, scared, scared that I'll lose you
Butterfly, like a butterfly~ Just like a butterfly, bu-buterfly
butterfly, like a butterfly~ Just like a butterfly, bu-butterfly~
~to my most dearest~ Kim Namjoon
Once Namjoon felt satisfied with the song, he put down his pen and went out of his room to grab some fruit. Namjoon always loves eating fruits especially fruits given to him by fans. As Namjoon was walking into the kitchen, he heard some sounds coming from Jungkook's room.
'What is that sound?' Namjoon thought as he sneakily opened Jungkook's door slightly so he can see and blushed immediately. 'OMGOMGOMG' Namjoon thought while his head was racing. He just saw Jungkook doing THAT. Namjoon was looking away and was about to walk until he heard Jungkook say something quietly while groaning.
"F-fuck, Namjoon...."
Namjoon ran. He was too embarrassed and when Jungkook heard the stomping of feet, he knew it was Namjoon as he zipped up his pants and ran to Namjoon's room that was slammed closed just now.
"U-uh, Namjoon, can you let me in?" Jungkook nervously replied. His boner had not gone away yet but he can care less. He wanted to apologize to Namjoon about what Namjoon just heard, and also, he wanted to confess his love for Namjoon as well.
Namjoon was rolling around in his bed hands on his face to feel how hot his face was. Namjoon's flush face wouldn't die down anytime soon and he regretted ever trying to eavesdrop on Jungkook doing his business. Suddenly he heard a knock on his door and he was pretty sure it was Jungkook. He thought about what had just happened and didn't open the door as he thought that Jungkook only said his name cause he saw Namjoon. Then Namjoon heard Jungkook say, "U-uh, Namjoon, can you let me in?" He was scared as he felt like Jungkook was going to yell at him. He dreamed that Jungkook was not going to yell at him.
Jungkook got a little frustrated that Namjoon wasn't responding and said, "Namjoon, I'm sorry but if you don't open the door, I'll break it down."
Namjoon ran to the door because he loved his door for dear life as it was custom made with Ryan designs on it. Namjoon then stopped his actions and considered what was going to happen. If he opens the door, there are just so many possibilities on what would happen.
He decided it unlock them so he can fully apologize. Suddenly Jungkook hugged him and said, "I'm sorry!"
Namjoon was baffled until he heard, "I love you" come out of Jungkook's mouth suddenly. "W-What? Are you joking?" Namjoon said in a nervous scares voice that Jungkook was possibly indeed joking. "No I'm not! I've loved you ever since I had first seen you! I've always been attached to you." Jungkook said looking down and saw a tear drop onto his shirt. Jungkook looked up suddenly and his heart broke when he saw Namjoon's face. Jungkook wiped Namjoon's tears away and pulled away from Namjoon slowly.
"I, um, I shouldn't have said that- I know you don't like me, I mean I just made you cry, it's ok to reject me!" "I also love you, you silly."
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