credit to @MonopensiveCrab for the idea :>
lowercase intended. regular height BUT is YOUNGER than jungkook.
namjoon had enough of this. he loved jungkook with all his heart, but all he gets regarded as is Jungkook's little fuck buddy. namjoon was tired of it all and looked at a picture he took of him and jungkook years ago, at the start of college.
jungkook was so sweet and kind back then, but i guess social standards changed him into a bad boy. namjoon smiled on the outside, but on the inside he frowned deeply at the change jungkook made.
namjoon then sighed with annoyance and turned off his phone. he looked at his phone one more time before leaving it on the bed, not taking it with him.
namjoon had decided to go get some coffee and maybe a bagel, as he did not eat yet and was quite starving. once namjoon finished his food, he decided to walk around the park next to the coffee shop he just went to.
he walked along the path to the park thinking about jungkook when suddenly, he felt him impact with something...or shall we say someone.
"oof! w-what the? that hurts...." namjoon muttered out as he looked up at whatever bumped into him. he saw a handsome man who he had seen around campus a few times before.
"ah, are you ok, i'm so sorry, i should've looked at where i was going!" said the male right in front of namjoon. namjoon then shook his head and said, "no it's fine, if anyone, it should be me who should look up, i was thinking too hard."
the man laughed and extended his arm towards namjoon, helping him up. "ah..thanks." namjoon said as the man looked at namjoon with a smile. "don't worry about it, i'm Jackson Wang, i've seen your face at the university, but i don't know what your name is, sorry." jackson said sheepishly.
namjoon smiled and said, "don't worry about it. and my name is Kim Namjoon." jackson nodded his head and said, "hey, where are you headed to?" "the park," namjoon replied and jackson suddenly flowed up, causing namjoon to giggle. "i'm going there too, let's go together, alright?"
namjoon nodded as they walked around the park and talked about random stuff. namjoon looked at the time and his eyes widened. "woah, it's late, i didn't even realize!" namjoon exclaimed and Jackson grinned.
"well, i guess this is our goodbye namjoonie. see you tomorrow!" jackson said while waving at namjoon as he walked away. namjoon did the same and slowly walked back to the dorms. once he was inside his dorm. he sighed and grinned at what an amazing friend Jackson is.
he felt uncomfortable in his current clothes so he grabbed some new underwear and an oversized hoodie and he showered. namjoon showered, completely forgetting that jungkook has existed for this one day. once he was done showering, he put on his oversized hoodie and his underwear, and watched over all the cars pass by from the balcony attached to his dorm room.
he slowly counted the people past his house as he didn't feel like using his phone, remembering that he didn't want to talk to someone who wouldn't actually treat him like a real person. he thought about his love for jungkook. he wondered if everything was just a joke to jungkook. did jungkook even know anything about him on a personal level?
namjoon knew jungkook like the back of his hand. he knew if jungkook was happy, sad, or frustrated. he knew what jungkook loved to do, he knew all of jungkook's ambitions, he knew that jungkook secretly loved collecting cutesy action figures as a hobby.
but the only thing namjoon didn't know about jungkook was jungkook's true feelings for the older. namjoon wished he knew.
suddenly a large bang could be heard from the front door. before namjoon could even turn around to see what had happened, he felt a strong arm grip into his arm.
