Months later
Third Quater na kakatapos lang first periodic exam. I'm nervous kung ano yung mga scores ko. Kahit na alam ko na nag-aral ako and I'm scared kasi baka mababa yung scores. The funny thing is wala pa akong tulog.
Jonathan: Bes, are you okay?
Nagulat ako ng kalabitin ako ni Jonathan.
Janelle: Medyo lang naman.
Jonathan: Bakit naman? Wala ka nanaman bang tulog?
Janelle: Yes! And kinakabahan ako sa mga scores ko eh.
Jonathan: Alam mo bro, as long as you did your best and you did your part wag kang kabahan. Nagpray ka naman di ba before you take the exams?
Janelle: Yes! I did. Bro alam mo naman kasi kung ano yung ugali ng parents ko eh. Pagdating sa studies ko.
Dumating na ang teacher namin sa class and she is giving out the test results.
Maya maya tinawag ang pangalan ko which is nasa may gitna meaning pumasa ako siguro if out of 100 yun nasa 60 lang ako.
Para sa akin okay na yun pero alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi matutuwa ang mommy ko sa results.
Jonathan: ano score mo bro?
Janelle: 60. Ikaw?
Jonathan: 65. Haha. Mas mataas lang pala ako sayo ng 5 points.
Makalipas ang ilang oras kumalma na ako. Paano ba ako kumalma?
FLASHBACK!
Recess time na and nagsilabasan na lahat ng classmate ko at pati si Jonathan. I took the chance to Pray to God.
Dear Lord,
Thank you for this day and thank you for the good weather. Lord, I'm so sorry na nagworry ako about my grades. I'm so sorry that I forgot that what I'm doing is for you and not to please my parents. Help me to calm myself. Help me to surrender fully to you.
In Jesus name I pray
Amen.
Bumababa na ako and I can see from a far that my friends are wait for me.
But suddenly while I'm crossing the quadrangle meron tumawag sa akin at yun ay sino pa ba ay si Jonathan. Kumindat siya and nagulat nanaman ako. Ayun pala kasabay ko lang maglakad ang kanya crush.
But I ignore it....
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Life lesson to this chapter
Always depend kay God. And always remember na lahat ng ginagawa natin is appreciated by Him. Hindi man ma-appreciate ng parents or friends pero si God appreciated niya.
I learned that Worrying is a sin. Meaning pagnagworry tayo hindi tayo nagtrtrust kay God ng fully.
In short Don't worry because God is in control of everything.
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