I Can Make It.

Chapter 10

There will be a mature part in this chapter. If it makes you uncomfortable, please do NOT read if so.

(Three months later)

It have been three months. Let me catch up with everything.

Rose and I are now best friends. We go to car shows and see the latest new cars. She started teaching me a lot of thing about cars. We will go shopping once in a while, but it nothing like how Alice shopped. We take breaks when my feet start hurting and seat and talk.

It took Jasper and I little bit before he fully not be guilty for what happened on my birthday. I never blamed him for what happened. For fucksakes he is an empath and he was feeling every ones blood lust. After about a month Jasper got comfortable with me being around. Now he is an older brother I always wanted. He told me about how he is the Major of the south. I hate that bitch that put my brother though that.

Now for Esme. Esme is still like a mother to me but she isn't the same since Edward and Alice kill Carlisle. When the others are out and when I'm not with Sam and the others. I sit with her and talk to her and cheer her up.

Emmett and I gotten closer and he is still my Emmy bear. He got me to watch sports new and we tend to wrestle but don't tell Sam.

Now y'all are all caught up with everything. Oh, Sam and I are officially together.

I'm on patrol with Sam when I started to get hot I just ignored it if it was serious I would tell Sam.

"Are you ok, love" Sam said in our mind link.

"Yes, I'm ok." I said back.

As time went on I started getting hotter and hotter. By the time our patrol ended I was on fire. I ran to the house as fast as I can to the house. I heard Sam call out my name. I phase back to my human form and quickly put on my clothes and ran in the house. I see the pack, my dad, and Billy. I didn't say anything to them and ran upstairs and that when my lower region and the ready of my body started aching. When I got to the bedroom I felt Sam wrap around me.

"Bella I think you are in heat. Since you are the only she-wolf you go through it." Sam Whispers in my ear.

I whimpered. I want no I need Sam. I know we have had sexual tension for three months. I turn around and kisses Sam. I can't resist anymore. Sam pulls back.

" Bella everyone is downstairs baby." Sam tried to tell me as I kiss his neck.

"Then they can leave." I said.

Sam leaves the room. I was upset that he would leave me in the room to go downstairs. I wanted to cry. Do he think I'm not pretty enough? Does he not want to claim me as his mate? I had all those questions. Sam comes back and throw me on the bed and gets on top of me.

"I'm not gonna fuck you but I am gonna make love to you." Sam whispers in my ear. We started taking our clothes off and kissing each other with so much passion. He gets in between my legs.

"Are you ready?"

"Yes, I'm ready." I said.

Sam slowly thrust his dick inside me. As he is going I tenses up and feel pain, obviously it's my first time willingly of course it's gonna hurt.Sam is huge. When he was fully inside he let me get adjusted to him.

"You can move now." Sam thrust slowly in and out and kissing me with more passion than before. I moan in to the kiss.

"Baby,are so beautiful." Sam whispers in my ear and started thrusting into me deep and deeper.

"Ah...don't stop Sam!" I moan out.

"Fuck! Bells you are so tight babygirl."

After about 20 minutes we cam and cuddle. All I know tomorrow morning I'm going to be sore.

That's Bella's first time willingly and when a woman haven't had sex for a long period of time it does hurt.