RE: I AM NOT AN OMEGA!

CHAPTER 2 PART 1

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He dreamt for the first time of his parents. The vague impression of his father at the edge of his vision, just a flash of a piece of black suit or a pair of black shoes at the door. His mother was a plain woman who complains too much. He remembered he always found excuses to escape a long torture of endless complaints rushing out of her about everything she found faults in. She especially likes to complain about his shut-in habit. She had once admitted fearing him becoming a serial killer. Weren't all serial killers like that? Brooding in their room for days in the dark. Gods knows what's on their mind. Even his love of the color black was scrutinized by her. But when it came to his little brother. She had praised him too much. He remembered his younger brother that was more popular than him in high school. He always heard him having sex with different girls to even remember their names. His mother never managed to found out about that side of his younger brother. While he had spent most of his youth to adulthood cooped up in his room attempting to finish watching the latest anime.  His brother became a young father by the age of seventeen.
He hadn't been in touch with him for years since he moved on with his life the moment he had money to buy his own place.
That person must have been happy in his life. He wondered why he was now thinking of them when he himself kept his distance from them. Not consciously though. It really wasn't his own intention but he always felt discomfort in his heart every time he found himself joining them for thanksgiving then fled when Christmas came around. It became a habit to avoid them after that. Ignoring calls from his mother until she stopped calling him, ignoring texts from his little brother until he stopped texting. His father was long forgotten in mind. That man seems more of a figment of imagination than a real existence to himself.
He had found out some time later from his brother that their father divorced his mother for a younger pretty girl fresh out of college.

Then he lost contact with them forever. He didn't bother being in touch with his mother anymore.

Would he do the same in this life? Walking in a fog, swimming down the stream of life never feeling fulfilled at all?

His mind was muddled with these kinds of thoughts as he stretched in his crib and yawned softly. Blinking his eyes he looked around his room...and his twin brother that was staring at him with bright eyes while biting his big toe.
What a chubby kid. He made noise too much though.
Wait. He turned his head back to look at his brother again but his brother wasn't paying him attention anymore slobbering his saliva on all his toes on his left feet while gurgling.
"Aaaa" He tried to speak but all he did was make a gibberish sound.
His brother was ignoring him. Too busy trying to eat his own fingers. Too bad he was toothless and that frustrated him as he made distressing sounds before stuffing his mouth with his other hand that was saliva free.
"Oooo" he tried again.
He flailed his hands in frustration and without meaning to flop onto his stomach.
What big lies! Babies don't have their own language!
A piercing cry from the crib across him startled himself out of his gloomy thoughts. He thought the little guy was probably hungry that might've been why he was eating his own toes and fingers. He snorted but felt his bladder make itself known. He frowned straining his neck towards the door that suddenly open.
"Kai you cockblock "

He was probably making a weird face now when he thought of why his father sounded frustrated. Then he saw his mother coming to peek into the room, laughing at his father's wide back.
"Judde" he scold. "Don't say that in front of our kids"
Just as he first saw him, he couldn't stop staring at him.
Yes, him. His mother was a man. A beautiful, tall, willowy man.

He would like to believe he was a chimera child, born through In Vitro Fertilization process.
If his father had not brought him to his mother to be breastfed six months ago, he would have remained ignorant.
He remembered being bewildered. He had gay parents?! Then, panicked the moment the guy in a hospital gown stuffed his lips with his nibble.
He would never look at a man's nibbles the same way since that day.
How the duck was that possible?! Was he going to be a freak like his mother?  ...Maybe his brother will take the burden. Yes. Brother will support you. He gazed at his brother fussing in their father's arms, sending a prayer above. "Their babies, sweetheart." Father Judde grumbled then smirked at his wife "I've said and done worst things in front of  Henric and did he remember a damn thing about them all?"
He watched his mother blush then lowered his head feeling sick.
Father, Henric may not but I will.
"Ouch! Okay okay! I'm sorry! Babe! I'm going to drop the baby ahaha"
Please stop the torture.
He gagged.
He was grateful that they remembered his presence. They both turn to him. His mother picked him up and softly kissed his forehead. He was red in the face.
"My littlest, you are awake too I see" he made a show to sniff him with a wide grin. "Oh my goddess this child"
Judde checked Kai's diaper and found it dry.
"Ah this one may need mommy's milk"
"Let's switch. This one needs daddy's help to change" Shu Wei smirked.
Though, Judde had already experienced changing diapers with their first child, Henric, he still feared the smell of a dirty diaper.
He reluctantly walked to stand beside Shu Wei as he laid Juda on the table attached to his crib.
Tentatively, he sniff the air then scrunched his nose up.
"Come here my baby boy hm" baby Kai recognized his mom, eyes bright with tears and wobbling lips he quieted down at the sight of his chest. "Ahaha what a smart one" he slip off his husband's shirt off his shoulder and then walked slowly to the rocking chair as he watched attentively to his baby boy seeking out his teat. He supported the baby's head wincing as his baby bit down too hard.
Gaines's eyes was wide as alien saucers. He had full view of a harmonious scene. His brother was just too happy sucking that mysterious teat. His mother was gently teasing him. If he wasn't a man, he wouldn't be shuddering all the while enraptured.
"Are you hungry too?" Judde let out a breath after throwing away the diaper into the trash. He saw his son staring at his brother and mother silently biting his thumb.
He anxiously let out a sound.