he just wants to be left alone once and for all,
but that doesn't seem to happen.
⇒ lower case intended
⇒ trigger warnings (violence, self harm, etc.)
⇒ side ship: jaeyong and more...?
started: 181215
ended: 190711
high rankings:
#9 → #5 in doil
#33...
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Doyoung
"taeyong what time is it?"
"boss you asked that 5 minutes ago."
i sighed for the nth time that hour. not only did i miss taeil, but i also felt a little anxious because he didn't text me all day. he usually texts me around lunch time with the usual 'eat well!' but today my phone was absent of his cute messages. taeyong must have noticed my distress because a second later he was sitting in front of me.
"boss. maybe if you stop moping around you'll finish your work early and get to go home." i could practically hear him wiggling his eyebrows at me. "it's no secret that someone is waiting at home for you."
my cheeks started to heat up. am i too obvious? i rubbed my temple and nodded. "i'll finish up within an hour and when i leave you can also leave as well. i know you have someone waiting on you as well." i heard him squeak and cover his face harshly. at least i know his soft spot now.
"alright boss hurry up then! don't want to keep any of us back!" he stood up and scurried back to his desk. i shook my head and continued on with my work.
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with only taeil on my mind, i drove home quickly but safely. i was feeling even more scared than ever. nothing could happen to him, right? the condominium is gated and safe enough to not let anyone in without access.
as soon i parked on the driveway, i bolted to the front door and swung it open. everything was looking as it usually does, which made me calm down a bit.
i called out to taeil a few times but received no answer. my heart was hammering against my rib cage. nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong. i walked towards his room and knocked on the door.
"taeil, i'm home. are you in there?" i waited there for a few seconds and after receiving no answer i decided to go in. i slowly walked in and looked around. no taeil. "t-taeil this isn't funny." i walked into the bathroom. no taeil. "taeil come out!"
i opened the closet and looked under the bed. no taeil. i ran to my room. i searched everywhere. no taeil. i pulled on my hair with tears threatening to pour out of my eyes. his dad couldn't have found him, right?
what i didn't notice was a paper hiding underneath my bedside table. i started to breathe heavily as i read the paper.
dear doyoung, thank you for taking care of me. thank you for putting up with me and my problems. but my dad found me. i'm writing this under the bed because i can hear him coming. i just want you to know how much i like you. heck, i might even love you. don't forget about me? and if you try to find me i might be at my old home. the addr
the letter ended abruptly there.
it felt like everything came crashing down at once. just yesterday we were confessing to each other. and now he is gone.
i couldn't think straight. i needed to help him get out of there. so i called the first person that came to mind.
taeyong.
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author b back! and with angst?
i know this is moving quickly but i need to get the angst in there. im trying to squeeze this book to have 25 chapters, maybe even 30.
also i published the first chapter of my yuwin fic! i was gonna wait for this one to be done but someone *cough* itmeale*cough* literally almost fought me to publish it. i still love her tho so no hard feelings 🥺💗
