catch me | doil ✓

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jaeyong ahead!

Doyoung

i woke up next to taeil. i didn't want to get up. i didn't want this to end. taeil gives me this feeling that makes me want to protect him from everything.

i have to get to work. should i get up? should i call in sick? it's my first time doing that. i don't think it anyone would mind, right?

i reached to get my phone and dialed taeyong's number. he answered immediately. "good morning boss! do you need anything?" i pulled the phone away from my ear. he is going to be the cause of my hearing loss. "good morning. i'm not going to be going to work today. i don't feel too well."

at that moment taeil started to stretch and make random noises. i looked over at him as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "good morning dodo." i smiled at him and heard taeyong say some random stuff. "so that will be all. if you could please go to the mailroom and leave my mail on my desk that would be wonderful."

i ended the call and went back to cuddling with taeil.

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Taeyong

dodo? "who is that?" i tried to hear any other sounds and no one said anything.

"so that will be all. if you could please go to the mailroom and leave my mail on my desk that would be wonderful." then he hung up. so he won't be coming to work not because he is sick, but because he has a lover. ouch.

i made my way to work feeling gloomy as hell. am i not enough for him? what does this other guy have that i don't?

i clocked in and made my way to my office that's in the corner of doyoung's office. i placed my things down and started to set up my computer. mail room. i got to get the mail.

i stood up from my desk and made my way to the mail room. i kinda hope that jaehyun kid is there. maybe he can be like my therapist. i need someone to rant to.

i opened the door and there he was. he looked up and smiled at me. "good morning! don't worry i already got mr. kim's mail ready so you don't have to wait." he passed me a stack of mail and continued filing the other letters and packages.

"jaehyun?" he looked up from the stack he was filing. he motioned me to continue. "can you lend me your time and let me rant about something to you?" his eyes softened and he nodded his head.

"sit down and rant away. i'm all ears." i sat down on the floor and sighed. i hope i don't bore him. i looked up at him and fiddled with my fingers.

"so i like this guy and i think he is with someone else. like he called me this morning and i heard someone say good morning to him in the background. it really hurt. we don't really talk about our intimate life but he never told me he was seeing someone! i thought, maybe just maybe, that i would have a slight chance with him? i don't know. should i go see him? i really want to but what if he is there with his boyfriend. what do i do jaehyun?" i felt weak after my small rant. i felt tears coming so i covered my face with my hands.

"tae, don't cry." i heard him put down the mail and walk over to where i was sitting. he crouched down and pulled me into a hug. "don't cry. there are many other lovely people you could go out with. don't crush yourself over one guy."

my heart was pounding. he is right. i got to keep my head up high. but he was also so close. so close that if i tilt my head up a little out lips would meet. a little part of me wanted to. but what if he doesn't accept? oh who cares.

i tilted my head up and our lips met. and he smiled.

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Taeil

"good morning dodo." he looked up from staring at his lap and looked over at me while smiling. he said some words to the person on the other line of the phone and hung up.

he laid back down and went back to cuddling with me. i giggled and tried to push away but he kept a tight grip on me. "let's just lay here." i sighed and gave in.

"you aren't going to work?" i peeked over at him and he was already staring at me. "nope. called in sick so i could spend the day with you." well aren't i feeling soft.

he squeezed me to catch my attention. "do you want to go out to eat breakfast or wait till lunch?"

"let's sleep till lunch time. i need to catch up on sleep." i snuggled into him and he pulled me into his chest even more, if that was even possible.

"i'll wake you up later." i nodded and fell back asleep.

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i woke up to doyoung smiling and poking my cheek. "wake up sleepy head. it's already 1 in the afternoon lets get ready to eat." i stretched a little and sat up. he ran his hands through my hair and stood up. i walked over to the closet and he walked to his room to get ready.

after about 30 minutes we were ready to head out. he grabbed my hand and smiled at me.

"shall we go now?"

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back after so long!
i went on vacation and couldn't update but now i'll try and update regularly! i also changed the spacers by the way.

signing off!
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