Hunter: Eclipse

25th March 2013

I have to admit, this process of writing your thoughts down is therapeutic. Doing so now, without any fake pretences or secrets - just pure honest writing, it's a relief. Maybe in the future, if I fight with her, I'll make sure that the infant is present to ensure things go as smoothly as that all did. 

Then again, I know her. 

That Elise made everything too simple. We are never resolved that easily, especially when I mention my home realm or him. 

Ah, I just answered my own question didn't I. She'll wait until later, until the right moment to casually bring it up again. I hate there is still a part of her that cares for Cain. I hate that he is my half-brother. I hate that even though I won, I still feel like I come second. I don't doubt her love for me, but I do question her feelings for him. Art thinks she knows everything, but what does she really know about this world and the humans, what does she really know about Elise? 

Grow up Apollo. Listen to yourself. Just be thankful you're both moving on and it's not been made any worse. So long as everything stays contained and doesn't end up spilling out here, there is nothing to worry about it.

There is nothing to worry about at all anyway.

Is there?

She didn't seem bothered that I had been gone for two weeks.

Well, fuck.

I need to sleep, and she just texted me. Apparently, we're going vampire hunting tonight. I wonder if that's code for something? Please don't let it be anything bad - maybe this is when she'll blow up at me. Maybe she actually means vampire hunting. 

Actually, writing stuff down sucks and doesn't make anything better at all!

The Godkiller.

I was a god here once. Feared. Loved. Worshipped.I was powerful once.

Then I fell in love with her.

She kills gods.

- Apollo.