stray kids 💙 reactions & imagines

hyunjin 💙 attention

You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Words: 1472
Genre: romance / coming of age story / not really an x reader

as an authors note... may have some triggering details about alcohol abuse ( not too much ) but please, if you're abusing substances, get some help. help can be anyone willing to listen to you. help will not stop it immediately, you cant expect it to. but in the long run you will be much much better off. by the time you read this entire one shot you'll see just how much time has passed ( about a year ) for the main character to stop abusing alcohol. it doesn't happen over night, but help will change your life. i promise. and if you're persuing help, im so proud of you and you're so strong. keep up the amazing work - miya.
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You weren't usually like this with your exes. Usually if they dropped you, you dropped them just as quickly. It didn't matter what happened to them as long as they left you alone.

But Hwang Hyunjin ? He pissed you off. When he left you, it left a hole too. Not saying you were particularly happy in the relationship, truly it shouldn't have mattered if he broke up with you or not. But it did. It affected the way you went about your life.

You started going around to every party you heard of, just knowing he'd be at one. He was popular not only by looks but of personality, and a great dancer, which were two things most people enjoyed at parties. You, who used to stay home at enjoy your Saturday's watching Netflix, now made yourself known as one of the most active and well dressed party goes around town.

" No, thanks, you can have the rest of my drink, " You passed the martini as you walked away to your friend Miya, who eagerly downed the fifth martini of the night.

" Girl, you're really looking good today. What are you wearing today ? Gucci ? Versace ? "

" A mix of both, " You answered her, pulling your hair back into a pony tail, moving a few strands away from your hoop earrings.

You left her at the corner of the yard, moving inside into the house the party was hosted in. Far more than the hundred people outside were crammed inside, the music blarring and beating at your eardrums.

After a moment of pushing past people, you found yourself sitting in the corner of the couch, your legs folded as you looked at your phone. This game of chase was getting annoying; maybe you'd lost Hyunjin for good.

Jyunhao sat beside you, her hand resting on your baggy camo pants. " Hey, you look like you need a cheering up. No luck finding Hyunjin ? "

" Nah, " You shook your head, closing out of your messages with at least four different men texting you and asking for you to come over.

" Why do you wanna find him anyways ? All you ever do is talk shit about him ? " Jyunhao's question was a good one. You weren't even sure you knew the answer to that.

A boy sat down on the arm of the couch, looking down at you for a few minutes. " Hey.. "

You could barely hear his voice through the music, but you knew who it was nearly immediately. " Hey, Hyunjin... "

" Want a drink ? " He asked, eyeing the girl to your left.

" Yeah, I'll take one, " You got up, disappearing with Hyunjin taking the lead. " So, fancy meeting you here. "

Hyunjin quietly shrugged, a frown tugging at his puffy lips, " I've heard you've been running around a lot lately. Did you know I'd be at this party ? "