stray kids 💙 reactions & imagines

felix 💙 caught

his specific reaction to You being a badass
ill do shorter ones for everyone else next
Sorry this is so late and half assed I haven't found the inspiration to write this
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Words: 2263
Genre: fluff / slight angst / blood warning
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💙 Felix —

- you'd kept it a secret for as long as you could
- but dammit.. it came out in the worst way possible
- you'd just tried to come home after disappearing to do your "job"
- aka one of the largest drug cartels in Seoul
- you and a small group of people you trusted as family were basically the El Chapo of Seoul if we're being completely honest
- and you liked it like that
- but while you were on your way home, the mask you wore covering your face if someone did happen to look out into your window and the change from a wig to your normal hairstyle concealing your identity
- yeah, that's the only differences between you and "Kitten", the persona you'd created
- beside you, Jiyeon was in the passenger's seat, with Mina and Jyunhao in the back seats
- you were talking fairly commonly, when a shot busted through the windshield
- panic and swift thinking took over and you looked around for whoever could have made the shot
- Jyunhao pulled out a gun from her belt, shooting at something to your left
- a black car with blacked out windows drove beside you, trying to kill you
- you took the gun from "Tigress", glaring a little bit
- you'd let down your hair, no one was allowed to see you like this and live, for the sake of your underground life
- your sniper, "Viper", or Mina as you knew her was already aiming a shot while you blew out their tires
- whoever it was, had no chance again you four
- you leaned back as she shot, shattering the right window.
- you saw a blood splatter and assumed she got someone
- and no sooner did the vehicle spiral out of control, crashing to the ditches of the privately owned roads of Seoul
- you flipped up your hood, nodding at "Hawk", who busted the front windshield and climbed into the top of the car as it skidded to a stop beside the van
- she jumped, landing pretty smoothly onto the hood of the van
- with a quick peer inside the vans broken window, she confirmed two dead, and two alive
- Y/N: Viper, Tigress, keep me back up
- you stepped out of your car, your hand firmly on the gun trigger
- you opened the side door hastily and suddenly, hoping to at least freak out someone
- a heavily bearded man held a gun to Felix's head, his breathing irregular
- wait... Felix ?
- Y/N: well, fuck me right in the ass.. Joonam, don't you ever get bored of this game?
- JN: Kitten.. Or do you go by Y/N?
- he tried to act like he was calm, but you could see he was clearly doped up
- he could snap at any moment, so you had to make this quick
- Y/N: just, let go of Felix.. my friend Viper, she had something to show you ..
- Mina, without hesitating, took out a small self protection revolver and shot him in the head.
- Felix shivered inwardly as blood dropped onto his cheek
- Y/N: hes dead, you can just climb out now..
- as quiet as a mouse, Felix scampered out of the truck, disorientated and nearly falling onto the cement
- luckily, Jyunhao caught him before he passed out on the side of the road
- JH: drugs. whatever they did to him, it was probably painful
- You sighed
- Y/N: I knew I was being too stupid and niave to get a boyfriend...
- MN: I wish I could disagree, but let's be real here, he could have gotten killed. Having Felix in constant danger will put your mind elsewhere instead of with us. It's a problem
- JY: I.. I think you should keep trying.. I mean, Hyunjin and I have been doing well
- Y/N: except, you know, you leave to pick him up from school. Which not only puts you in danger of getting caught, but puts him in danger as well
- you looked at the boy in your friends arms
- you distinctly remembered when you went to Australia as a way to run from authority when you were still just a street thug
- you'd hopped a flight and barely passed inspection without getting caught
- but you were only sixteen at the time, and had no plan after you reached Australia
- and then you met Felix, who not only taught you English, but gave you a place to hide in his apartment while you were staying down low
- he never asked how you could pay the rent without a job, and you never told
- without knowing it, he had helped you all along
- Y/N: put him in the back. Jiyeon, you drive
- JY: alright..
- the timid girl got into the driver's seat while you sat in the back with Jyunhao
- JH: personally..
- she drowned out when she realized you werent listening
- you felt him stir a little bit with his head in your lap
- you'd unconsciously began curling a bit of his hair around your finger, which must have woken him up
- FX: Y/N..?
- Y/N: I'm right here..
- he stayed quiet for a minute before speaking up again
- FX: sorry, Y/N.
- Y/N: sorry for what?
- FX: telling you out.
- Y/N: you were basically tortured. You have no reason to apologize. It's..it's my fault for putting you in harm's way
- you sighed, glancing at him
- he hadn't moved his head from your lap or fixed the way he was curled up on the floor of the car, somehow finding that position comfortable
- Y/N: I'm not sure if we can keep seeing each other, Felix. I can't keep putting you in harm's way.
- Felix gave you an incredilous look.
- FX: you.. honestly think this is the first time someone has come at me..? that I had no idea about your pastime ?
- Y/N: how many people have come for you?
- FX: more than you know. I'm strong, I can take care of myself.
- Y/N: no.. that only strengthens my argument. you could get killed one day, Felix.
- FX: so could you, but I have a little trust in you to come back alive everyday. don't you trust me..?
- you sighed again.
- Y/N: it's not as simple as whether or not I have trust in you. I've been in this life since I was born, you weren't. You can't just.. adapt. Felix, I don't want you to get hurt.
- Jiyeon stopped the car at the apartment near Seoul's institution you and Felix lived at
- Y/N: you're home..
- FX: it's your home, too
- Y/N: actually, I'll be living with Jyunhao for a while. I can't stay here. I'm sorry.
- he looked hurt, but didn't say anything as he slowly trudged out into his apartment
- Y/N: let's go home, now. please.
- JH: youre doing the right thing, Y/N...