Girlfriend to a Baby

Conflict

Adamson's P.O.V.

I'd be lying if I said I said I wasn't sad about her running to Jake for help all the time. I just seemed to feel things when near this girl. She's brought an emotion in me I never faced or had to face before. Jealousy. I never had to struggle to get any girl I wanted. Needless to say I've fu-slept with half of the girls in this state and all of them even if they acted innocent I knew better. First they'd just try to be shy and the moment I touch them they'll throw themselves at me. It's been like it all along. That's the only reason I never was with a little more than three months. They'd start getting on my nerves and demand things from me. That's not how it goes.

This baby soul though, is what I've dreamt of since the start of my life. She's innocent, caring, sweet, and though I might sound like a creep but, she's vulnerable and helpless. And I like it. This means she'd always be dependent on me and come up to me for help. The only issue is, whenever something happens she rushes over to J even if I'm just a step away. {Unintended rhyming} I know it's hard opening up to someone you've just met but you know she did agree so.

Ugh!! Actually you know what? My Daddy instincts are just coming out. And taking over my senses. Anyways I ignored the hurt in my heart and led her to her room. She seemed so intrigued by everything as she turned and took in everything in the room before giving a funny look to the crib.

"Like it?" I asked hoping for an excited answer but instead she barely nodded before her face turned sad once again. I think she's just tired. Not a pretty day she's had.

"You want me to change you or can you change yourself?" Somewhere in me, I expected to actually have her ask me to change but of course she crushed my thoughts under her little foot. "Of course I can. But I'm not sleeping. And you need to do nothing" she said not so timidly.

Well that's a change I suppose. Not a good one. I didn't want her talking to me like that. Of course I'd expected better but she's never actually been great at talking to others, that I came to know from Jake, but my anger got the best of me and I scolded her, "Look little girl I do not know what's going on and why you're giving me such an attitude. I do know you've had a long day and you're tired. But I won't hesitate to spank you for disrespecting me" though the words just slipped, I didn't regret them, if anything the thought of having the chance to peek at her sweet ass excited me. And just at that moment she rolled her eyes at me, how dare she?

I don't really remember telling her before to not do that so I decided to let it go with a warning, "Roll your eyes again and you're over my knee for s-" and she did it before I even finished talking! Oh someone's in trouble. I clenched my jaws to stop myself from spilling something I'd feel sad over and locked the door before dragging her over to the little bed not caring if she is pretty much just shaken up by everything. I sat at the edge tugging her over my lap and she lost her balance before landing on me. Might've hurt. I cared less then and disregarded her grunts of pain before slapping her soft skin, not so hard over her pajamas almost forgetting about them.

Her hands flew to her back covering herself to not get hit. I swiftly grabbed her wrist forcefully keeping her down and slapped her buttock once again to still her. She did. She stopped moving and stayed still for awhile. I took this opportunity and spoke gulping down all my emotions trying to keep my anger in,
"I'll smack you 20 times. Count each time I hit you and apologize. You stop once I'll start from zero again. Understood?" When she refrained from replying I brought my hand down on her again as she shrieked and all her strength came back to her, "Stop stop stop!! Please. Don't. Let m-" I spanked her again so she'd shut up but she started crying, I really wanted this to get over.

I tried again a bit more forcefully, "Am I understood?!" She nodded and that's all I need to start. I smacked her red bottom as she yelped but counted anyways, "One..." I smiled at that slightly waiting for her to apologize. But she didn't, "Apologize" I said.