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13.

After she brought June to her mother, May reached Thomas' house. She was shaking and didn't know if she could ring the doorbell.
The door opened and Thomas was in front of her.

"May." His gaze fell on her. "I was about to take a coffee."

"It's fine. I am leaving, anyways." May shaked her head with a shrug of her shoulders.

"Actually, coffee can wait."

He let her in his house. As she got in she could feel his scent, the amazing scent that characterized their entire relationship almost ten years earlier. She slowly walked in looking around.

"I am making some tea, you can sit down if you want. Do you want a cup of-"

"I am alright." She nervously smiled at him glancing at her intertwined fingers. Thomas glanced at her frowning then got closer and put both of his hands on hers. She slowly stopped her hands and looked up.

"Can you please talk to me?" Thomas slowly cupped her cheek with one of his hand, May grabbed his wrist softly as if she was relying on him.

"I broke up with James." Tears escaped my eyes and got wet Thomas hand who still was laying on my cheek. "I cannot feel anything. I didn't feel anything. I don't know what I have become. I-I" May started to breathe heavily.

"May calm down, breathe."

She tried to breathe but she could not steady her breathe. She was panicking because she was scared to be numb. She was scared to feel nothing for the rest of her life. She wanted to feel. She'd given everything to feel something. Anything.

"May, focus. Look at me."

She looked into his deep brown eyes and as he cupped both of her cheeks he held his breath. He leaned in and his lips softly pecked hers. They both closed their eyes. It was a wet kiss, full of passion, of lust and regret. Thomas pulled back softly, looking into her eyes.

"Have you felt anything?" He whispered touching some locks of her hair.

She just looked at him and without saying anything else she pushed her lips against his, roughly and needly. He widened his eyes and a little after he closed them.

May wrapped her arms around his neck and passed both of her hands through his dirty blonde hair. His hands gripped on her waist pushing her closer to him. He would have not let her go. She softly bit his lip because she knew how much Thomas loved that. Thomas softly moaned and slowly slid his hands down to her waist pulling her up until her legs were wrapped around his waist. He slowly guided May to his bed room and softly left her on the bed. He softly and sweetly pecked her neck with his lips causing her to shiver.

Her hands reached up and slowly started undo his shirt revealing Thomas' bare chest. She touched every inch of it softly leaving chaste kisses on it.

"May" he mumbled softly tilting his head back. His hands moved under her shirt, exploring her body like he missed it. It was like he had to remap her body to bring her to pure happiness she was so needful of. He was careful to take things slow and sweet. He treated her as if he wanted to be his last. He wanted to be the last to give her pleasure and to love her properly. And that was exactly what he was going to do.