Poem #13: Monologue 8 (from Old Man #5)

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Hollow, my good sir, hollow.

No, not like before; this is different.

Hollow like before was a feeling of nothing yet great despair. Hollow like before was the weight of a thousand tons on my body, making it impossible to move or breath. Hollow like before was the impenetrable dread fog that surrounded me from morning to afternoon to evening to a restless sleep. 

No, no, no, sir, this is far different.

For while my heart is heavy, it still skips a beat. And the weight, I certainly feel but only in the dark. 

You must give me a moment, good sir, for this is quite a predicament.

For hollow before was like a shell. Empty. Now I feel more.. Like a porcelain doll. No, no, not like that. A porcelain doll would shatter under the weight of my heart and lungs alone, no this is different. Something hollowed our but still occupied by something. Not completely empty, not a shell.. Like.. I say good sir, have you heard of a matryoshka? A Russian nesting doll? Yes, yes, now I got it! Like that! I feel like a hollowed being with something still in me. However, that is part of the predicament. For I fear what is in me, for I know not what it is.  

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