I'll find You || Eyeless Jack x Reader [2]

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I opened the door,the feeling of hot air flowed through the house.
Hot air soothed me.

My eyes shot open,I gasped as I sat up and gripped my long sleeved shirt.

"Hey hey hey calm down okay,we're in the car just relax."

I looked at my surroundings,rain dripped down the windows and the hot air from the vents soothed me.

Remembering that time in the car,gave you a sudden twitch.It made you feel sad again,not being able to see Jack..

He looked so happy that day,why didn't I join him,I was too busy being sad and confused to care.
I wish I could turn back time,i miss so many things about him.

Keith kinda reminded me of him,but,of course,i can't replace Jack with Keith..I'd never do that,though..his touch seemed just like his.

His personality was kinda close too,he wasn't annoying like most young adults are,and he didn't seem pushy towards me.
But I will go for a drink with him tomorrow,I'll ask Connie for his number and ask him about it.

I walked over to fridge and opened it,I was replaced with cold air.

Taking out some fruit to snack on,you never got to eat fruit with Jack.He was scared to refrigerate anything I would eat,because he kept his type of food in there.

I never really knew why Jack eats those,he's never talked about his past before.
All I know is that he had a future and it got ruined by something,that's when we talked on the porch.

I opened the small plastic container,grabbing a few strawberries and holding them over the sink,turning on the sink in the process.

"Oh hey y/n,how are you feeling?" Connie asked.

I flinched and dropped the strawberries on the ground,I stepped back a little before realizing what I'd done.

"Oh my,I'm so sorry for startling you!" Connie said,dropping her stuff and picking up the fallen strawberries.

"It's okay.." I mumbled as she threw the wasted strawberries away.

She took the whole container and dumped it into a bowl,washing them and handing them to me.

"Here you can have all of them,I just went to the store." She said,holding a smile.

I grabbed the white bowl from her hands and placed it onto the table,I sat down and slowly ate the red fruit.

The red juices dripped from the bitten half of the strawberry,I didn't mean to but I stared at it.
It reminded me of blood,I thought about the time that I had killed one of those men..

I grabbed it and stabbed his neck,he fell backwards and I got ontop.
Out of rage and hate I repeatedly shoved the knife in and out,blood spilled everywhere.Making a bigger pile of blood in the snow,I got up with the blood covered knife in my hand and wiped away the blood from my nose.

A hand was placed on my shoulder,I jumped back a little and looked up at Connie.She looked concerned..

"You okay honey?" She asked.

I got up from my seat,leaving the fruit alone.

"I need Keith's number.." I mumbled.

"Oh,uh okay well here you go,you can use my phone to text him." She handed me her pink colored phone,I gently took it and turned it on while walking up the stairs.

I went into her contacts,and pressed Keith's name,a small phone logo popped up and I clicked on it.

The phone began to ring.

He picked up almost immediately.

"Hey Connie what's up?" He said,sounding bored.

"It's not Connie,it's me y/n.." I said,opening my door and sitting down on my bed.

"Oh hey,are you okay?" His voice changed tone,and it sounded more focused and more energetic.

"Yeah I'm fine,I just wanted to say that I think I would like to go and have a drink with you tomorrow.." you muttered into the phone,feeling a bit nervous after saying that you started to shake.

"Okay,well come over whenever tomorrow and I'll be more than glad to get us drinks." Again with the soft voice,I hummed and replied.

"Okay,I'll see you tomorrow." I said blankly.

"I have something to show you tomorrow.." He said,I froze for a minute before nervously asking him.

"What is it?" I asked,getting up from my bed.

"Well,you're gonna have to wait then-"

I interrupted him.

"Is it another machine thing?" I waited for his reply,he took a long pause.

"I can't tell you silly,now,it's late..goodnight."

I hung up,I'm not dealing with this idiot right now.

Connie walked into my room,I handed her the phone and thanked her,she looked concerned about my state but didn't say anything,she know that I'd just push it away anyway.

So she closed the door behind her,and I continued to sit on my bed.
The calico cat waddled beside me,I never knew this cats name,I haven't given one to him either.

Ashton sounds good I guess.

I leaned back and let myself get comfortable in the bed,the light was still on but I was willing to go to bed with it on.
I feel like I should be doing more to find Jack,it's unfair that I can do only the bare minimum for the both of us.I mean who knows,he could still be searching..

What if he gave up..

I know Jack wouldn't quit so easily,but,something in the back of my mind kept telling me that Jack had found someone new,and was no longer searching for me.

But of course,theres nothing you can do but try and try until you find him.

You turned to your side,ignoring the blankets underneath you.Ashton moved up to your arms,and layed down while purring,his ears went back a little and he closed his eyes.

"Goodnight I guess.." you muttered,petting his head before shutting your own eyes and falling into a deep sleep.

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