I'll find You || Eyeless Jack x Reader [2]

Endless Possibilities ||28||

Y/n's P.O.V

I saw Jeff move a little, he was reaching for the knife beside him, at first he pushed it a little,so I reached for it. I couldn't reach it, it wasn't far enough.

I then retracted my arm and tried pushing Jack's hands away, he looked absolutely mad right now.

I noticed that Jeff had pushed it again,I waited a few seconds before reaching out again, I could feel the small sharp end of the knife, yet, I still couldn't reach it.

Come on Y/n!

Reach further!

I brought back my arms and held into Jack's,I could feel myself starting to get tired and not being able to have enough energy to do anything.

Images started to pop up in my head,pictures of Jack and me from years ago of when we first met, and then so on.
It made me sad to see it, I spent all my life like that and didn't realize what he was actually doing. I should've seen it, I feel so stupid just thinking about it.

Did he actually love me at all?

I guess it's too late to ask now, I don't know if he was the best or worst thing that ever happened in my life. God, miss Connie, I miss Keith, I miss Connie's cat..I still don't know that damn cats name..

I wonder how his family reacted when they found Keith at Connie's house, I hope he's okay because I might never see him again after this.

I looked over one more time to see Jeff on the ground,pushing the knife towards me. I smiled at him and he smiled back, I felt my heart flutter as I grabbed the knife.

That feeling inside of me clicked once more before I impaled the knife deep into Jack's throat. A few seconds went by before his hands were released from my neck and I shoved the knife deeper into his neck,I started to breath normally after taking a few deep breathes.

He went completely motionless, I pushed him off of me and let his body lay on the ground. I stated at him for a moment before his body turned into ashes.
I felt sad..

I saw Jeff in the corner of my eye,I quickly went to him but his eyes closed before I could get there. I held his face in my hands, and brought his face to mind only leaving a few inches between us,I could feel his cold breathe hit my face very slowly.

I brought his lips to mine, I only kissed him for a few seconds but it felt good,I didn't care his lips were cold I was happy that I could finally do this..pulling up upwards a bit and letting him lean on my shoulder, I wondered if only things had gone differently.

I wrapped my arms around him, I would cry but I'm pretty sure all my tears were all gone from crying so much. Jeff moved his head very slightly, I hummed and said.

"It's okay Jeff you don't need to move, just sit here..you'll be alright." I said calmly,hoping he'd listen and not injure himself anymore than he'd already had.

Minutes went by, him and I stayed like this for awhile. I kept wishing someone would find us already but I heard no one..
Not a single soul actually, it seemed suspicious.. I was beginning to get worried, but all I could care about right now was Jeff.

I knew he was gonna eventually die in my arms, I just was surprised at how long he was lasting, I mean I was glad he's still here but I feel bad that he's in a shit ton of pain.

"In there anything I can do to make the pain go away even a little?.." I asked him,sliding my fingers through his soft hair.

It took mine awhile but he responded with.
"Kiss..me,again.."

I nodded and pushed him up a little, he grunted as I led his hands to the sides of me,I grabbed his face and pulled it to mine.
He seemed colder than before, I was gonna let him pull him when he wanted to, I didn't want to disappoint him.

I opened my eyes to check on him,but, when he did.. he turned into ashes, they fell onto my lap and my open palms. I just sat there and thought to myself, what can I do now?

I have no one..

Nothing..

I can't go back home,not by myself at least..

I felt my body shake,I tightly gripped the dry ashes in my hands while screaming as long and as loud as I could.
Sense I couldn't cry,I guess screaming was my second option.I stopped to catch my breath, but when I did I heard movement behind me.

At this point I didn't care, they could kill me right now and I wouldn't care. I was actually thinking about killing myself right now,but I fully know that I probably wouldn't have the guts to do it.

Footsteps continued to come over to me,I glanced beside me and saw the familiar scarf. Liu...

"W-was that..." he started, he pointed to the pile of ashes infront of me.

I nodded and watched him collapse beside me,he shed tears and began talking to himself or maybe some type of god he believed in.
That aching feeling never left me,I could still feel Jeff's lips on mine. I would do anything to get him back..

Liu and I stayed like that for what seemed like hours,I completely forgot about the fire started in this forest. Ashes still fell like rain and the heat never disappeared from the air..

Eventually I told Liu to go, I didn't want to risk having him killed if someone tried killing me,I can't have another person leave my life.

I felt bad saying it to him but he understood,I watched him as he walked away while wiping away the free tears on his face.

He waved to me goodbye from behind,was he expecting to see me again? I should've told him how I felt before I told him to leave, I brushed it off..
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Next chapter called: Gone.