I'll find You || Eyeless Jack x Reader [2]

Comfort Friend ||18||

My heart beated faster every second I got closer to Jeff,I ignored it as I blantly sat down next to him.
He stopped and froze,before getting up and walking away,I tried to follow him but he stopped.

"No please I don't wanna you to see me upset,I just need some alone time..go back to bed." He muttered,opening the front door and leaving me all alone,I placed my hands on my arms,hugging myself.

"I'm..sorry." I said quietly,knowing he didn't hear me I made my way back to my room,climbed into bed and sat there waiting for him to come back inside.

I didn't exactly know how long it took,but eventually I heard that sound of the door opening and closing. I didn't want to bother him anymore if he's mad at me.
But feet twitched and hesitated to move,I guess my mind wanted to get up while my feelings wanted to stay put.

Have I smothered him?

Is it my fault?

I guess I gave him false hope for something that I didn't even bother to notice,I feel horrible and I want to make him feel better.

But how?

I once again moved myself out of bed,and made my way to my door,only opening it a small portion.

"Jeff,uh..can you come in here?" I asked,I heard him move and his feet hit the floor as he walked towards me.

"Yes,what is it?" He asked,he sounded hurt.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

He waited for a minute,then proceeded to talk.
"Y/n it's late and you should go to sle-"

"Jeff please,we need to discuss this sooner or later." I stated,I heard him sigh and press himself the rim of the doorway.

"Why do you wanna talk about it?" His hair covered a small part of his eyes as he looked down on me with his arms crossed,

"I feel horrible,and I would like to make you feel better." I mumbled,fiddling with my thumbs.

He chuckled a bit,and shook his head as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Yeah whatever,just,not for too long,you need sleep." He muttered,walking past me.

I closed the door,and searched for the knob near my door,turning the lights on only a little.

Jeff faced the wall,I wish he wasn't acting so weirdly.It was just a simple mistake,I mean he's a nice guy but I love Jack.

"Jeff look I'm sorry if I did anyth-" before I could finish my sentence,he turned around and interrupted me.

"This is no where near your fault,don't even think about blaming this on yourself!" He yelled,he looked in pain almost.

"Then what is up with you!" I asked,raising my voice a bit,I was getting irritated.

"What do you mean,what is up with me,I clearly like you and I've just been turned down by the only person I've ever liked!" He yelled once more,I heard his voice crack with every high inflection.

I felt a bit overwhelmed to be arguing with Jeff, it didn't feel like the way it made me feel while I argued with Jack.

"I know and I'm deeply sorry,but I love Jack,there is nothing I can do to change that." I said back,I threw my arms up a bit.

"And that's why I'm upset!" Jeff shouted,pointing at me.

"God-Just go to bed already!" Jeff tried walking out,I grabbed at his arm and he kept pulling it back.

"Jeff come on!" I said,tugging at his hoodie.

"Y/n let go!" He tried prying my hands off,but I didn't want to end our conversation.

"Jeff!" I pushed him around,he looked at me with a face full of sadness and anger,his eyes seemed tearful as I grabbed at his hoodie.

"Listen to me,ple-" I was pushed to the ground,I let out a shaking cry as I tried to get as soon as I could,but only to have the door shut in my face.

Tears fled down my cheeks,I clenched my fists and bit my tongue,I let my head fall against the door.

"God Jeff let me fucking talk to you!" I grabbed the doorknob in anger and swung the door open,it hit the other side of the wall.

Jeff stopped in his tracks and I stopped in mine as I saw his shoulder lift up and down,he let out a cackle.I stepped back a little bit,realizing who I am talking to.

A psychopath..

He let out a long enthusiastic sigh,while turning around.
His smile matched the one carved into his face,I felt nervous to be around him now,after what I went through with Jack,I don't think I can handle it.

"Don't worry,I won't hit you or tie you up~" he purred,his eyes seemed to shine as the light from outside shined through the windows and landed on him.

A sigh of relief left my lips,I'm so happy that he's not abusive when like this,but he can still be many other things.

Sadistsic,dominant,mentally torturous,or he might be lying.

"Aren't you gonna say something?" He asked,his voice seemed deeper and more chilling.

I couldn't find my words,I was still angry but what good it is to still be mad?

"I-I'm,kinda confused." I muttered,as soon as I stopped talking he was pressed against me.

My breath hitched while his hands traveled up my sides,my hands pressed against his chest,if he took it too far I could try and push him away.

"I know Jack has you wrapped around his finger,but I just can't help myself you know.." he mumbled into my ear,I didn't respond,I just let out a shaking hum.

"You don't seem to hate it,if that's the case why'd you reject me earlier?"  He asked,I dug my small nails into his shirt.

"Jeff please-" he suddenly grabbed my face and squeezed it a bit while bringing it to his.

"What,you want me to stop right?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Sorry but I'm gonna have to hear you loud and clear if you want me to stop." He stated,keeping his hand on my face but the other one made it's way to my waist.

I took a deep breath.

"Jeff,I need you to stop."  I said,I thought I would feel relieved but my chest felt heavy,when he released his grip around me I felt sad a bit,maybe it's because I miss Jack's touch and he's the closest thing I have to him.

I guess I felt alot more overwhelmed than I thought,because I grabbed his hoodie against and buried my face into it,letting hot tears pour out.

"Hahaha,did I scare you?" He asked,he patted my head as I cried.

"That's right,cry to me,I make you feel safe don't I?" He kept asking questions,was he expecting me to answer?

××

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
×

●
■
<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~》☆|||||||||||>
|<<"We'll Find Each Other..">>|<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~》☆|||||||||||>
☆Welcome to the second book of: -Promise Me You'll Stay?-☆
☆
■
●
×
I love talking to you people about the book and characters! Please if you have any ideas or thoughts or maybe even questions about the book or series PLEASE let me know,I'll make sure to answer all of them!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
××
[Out] ✌🤘