Waste It On Me ✅

The Distrust

Jisoo sat there inside her car, her hands clutching the wheel tightly as she took deep breaths.

It's been exactly five minutes since she started taking deep breaths and had contemplated whether she was to step outside of her car and knock on the front door or just head home and come another time preferably when she was already confident enough of her newly profound skill.

She was at Seokjin's household - Why? Because she had successfully baked a cake after several attempts with Seokjin's homemade recipe and she wanted to surprise him with it.

Jisoo sighed as she turned to her side, the cake securely placed on the seat beside her. It was a red velvet cake, held inside a transparent container tied with a red ribbon around it. The cake had icing on it that was messily covering and smudging the cake, and small chocolate balls were spread on top of it - it looked pretty simple for Jisoo but it took her the entire day to finish it without overcooking the cake or messing up the icing.

Was she really going to give this to Seokjin and expect him to like it? Or even have a taste of it?

Her sisters did say it tasted fine - but she wanted it to taste the best. She did have a taste of a piece earlier, and it did not taste bad but it wasn't that good either. It was just - okay.

"Okay Jisoo. You came all the way here at night - the two hour drive was hellish for you. Might as well get out of the car now, knock on the door and give this to him before you run to back to your car and speed off." Jisoo said out loud, encouraging herself. She gave herself a soft pat on her chest where her heart was at before unbuckling her seatbelt and carefully getting the cake with one hand as she used the other to open her car door.

She cleared her throat as she walked her way to the front door - ringing the doorbell twice before revealing a chambermaid.

"Miss Kim, wh-what are you doing here at this hour?" The chambermaid asked as she opened the door wider but not enough for Jisoo to enter.

"Good evening." Jisoo warmly smiled. "Is Seokjin around? I have something to give him."

"Ah the young master i-is - busy - at the moment. Let me call him." The chambermaid replied as she looked any where else aside from Jisoo, like as if she was keeping something from her. This made Jisoo tilt her head in confusion.

"Is something wrong?" Jisoo had asked, her grip on the cake, tightening as she felt rather cold already. She was low key regretting wearing a short skirt on a cold and chilly night.

"Nothing Miss Kim! Uhm please do come in! I apologize. I will call the young master, and inform him of your presence. Please wait at the lobby while I get him." The chambermaid said as she had finally let Jisoo in and assisting her to sit on a couch as she rushed upstairs but was immediately stopped as she was called by another servant to assist with an emergency at the kitchen.

The chambermaid groaned as she excused herself for a while - leaving Jisoo to wait further for Seokjin.

Jisoo sat there for a few more minutes. Until she grew tired waiting - all she wanted was to hand this cake to Seokjin. Was it to much to ask?

She side as she stood up, with the cake in her hands. It wouldn't be that bad if she went up herself would it? The chambermaid probably would take longer if she waited so Jisoo urged herself up the stairs, looking for Seokjin's room.

The second floor was filled of lots of rooms and hallways, making Jisoo feel a bit lost. But she just kept on looking into different rooms. Maybe she should have asked which room Seokjin was in.

After a few minutes of searching, Jisoo had reached the last door at the far east wing of the floor.

"This must be it. Or so help me - I will throw a fit if he's not here." Jisoo said as she giggled while shaking her head softly. She took a deep breath in as she twisted the doorknob, revealing a sight that she did not expect to see. Jisoo released a loud gasp as she dropped the cake, making it have a loud 'thud' against the mahogany wooden floor.

Seokjin was there alright - fucking a girl into oblivion on his bed. All the moaning and grunting stopped as Jisoo gasped out loud.

"Oh shoot! Ji-Jisoo!" Seokjin said as he pushed himself off the girl who was almost passed out from their recent activities.

Jisoo covered her eyes as she made a turn and a rush down the stairs - attempting to get out of the mansion as soon as possible - with tears in her eyes.

"Wait Jisoo! Let me explain!" Seokjin said as he managed to wore his boxer and pants again, although unbuttoned, as he chased after Jisoo who was near the front door already.

"Jisoo wait! Please! Hear me out!"

"Don't you dare touch me with your filthy hands!"

"Shoot! Jisoo! Please - please! It's not what you think!"

"Do you think I am that stupid Seokjin? Huh! I saw you fucking that slut of yours obviously with my very own eyes! What reason do you have to fuck someone behind my back!"

"Jisoo please - I'm sorry. I am drunk. She tempted me. I - I am so sorry. Forgive me please."

"Drunk your ass! Fuck off Seokjin. Don't ever come and see me again or I will cut off your junior with our garden scissors personally!"

"Jisoo please don't be like this! She's nobody Jisoo. She's no one!"

"I don't care Seokjin. Whether she is just one fuck or not - my point is you cheated! And much worse is you cheated on me! I thought you were different Seokjin! But apparently you listen to what your dick says than using that brain of yours or your heart if you even have one."

"I do love you Jisoo! I am sorry. Please. Just please give me a chance. Please. Please. I can't lose you."

"You don't hurt the people you love Seokjin. Plus you should have thought about that before you fucked that bitch of a hoe of yours!"

Seokjin attempted to hug Jisoo but she just had aggressively shoved him off and slapped him hard across his cheek. Seokjin just cried as he fell down on his knees as he bowed down, asking for her forgiveness.

Jisoo just looked down at him with anger and disgust. It pained her so much that the man she was already falling in love with a man who had to cheat on her by fucking a girl behind her back.

"Go bathe in holy water or rot in hell for all I care. I am so disappointed and mad at you Seokjin. I hope you realize that." She wiped off her tears as she went inside her car and drove off, leaving Seokjin still sobbing on the floor.

"You will regret making me cry and hurt like this, Kim Seokjin. I will make sure you will." Jisoo said as she accelerated further as she glared at the road, her hands grabbing the wheel tightly.