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goodnight - gwilym lee

POV: 1st person
Prompt: just a cute little fight that obviously gets resolved
Warnings: angst/fluff I guess

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It was dark. Every light in the house was off, and the only brightness showing was the dim light of the street lamp through the curtains. Despite the dark, I could see the outline of Gwilym's face as he slept, only I could tell that he wasn't asleep.

"Hey, Gwil? Can I ask you a question?"

"What?" He asked, shifting onto his elbow, sitting up a little. "Of course, what's wrong?"

"Do you really love me?"

"What a silly question! Of course I love you,
y/n. Why would you think that?"

"Well..." I started. "I once had a relationship in which I made him uncomfortable and he didn't really love me, so, I still find it hard to trust you a little bit..."

He abruptly asked, "You don't trust me?"

"No no, of course I trust you, I just wanted to make sure you genuinely love me like you say."

"Yes, but then that means you don't really believe that I love you, and that's not true, I love you so much, y/n."

"Don't get mad, Gwil. I just feel like you say that out of pity and that you're trying to be nice and that you just think I'm annoying and—"

I finally stopped talking because I couldn't. He stopped me with a kiss, which I knew was real.

"Y/n, stop. I don't love you out of pity, I love you so much because you're amazing. You're talented, you're funny, you're so friendly, and you're so beautiful."

"But Gwil, compared to you, I'm nothing. You're Gwilym Lee, a well-known actor. And I'm just...just, Gwilym Lee's girlfriend. 'Oh was that?' 'Oh she's just Gwilym's girlfriend. Don't think much of her.' Everyone loves you, Gwil. People could give a rat's ass about me." I was so angry, my face was probably beet red.

"Just because other people don't love you won't stop me from doing so, y/n! Yeah, maybe people don't know your name, but they probably think you're so lucky to be with me, and are jealous."

I scoffed. "Oh my god, that is such a selfish, celebrity-thing to say," I tugged at the comforter and faced away from him. "Goodnight, Gwilym."

"I...I'm so sorry, y/n."

"I said goodnight," I commanded.

"I love you?" He asked, but I didn't respond.

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The morning wasn't bright either. It was lighter, but the sky was covered in menacing clouds, ready to pour with rain.

It was 7:33, and Gwil was still sleeping. Oh, Gwil, I thought. I'm sorry, I'm so goddamn stupid. I stood up and headed downstairs, walking to the kitchen to make breakfast.

I couldn't bring myself to do it, because I was so filled with regret. I sat down at his kitchen table in the wicker chair, and cried into my arms. It wasn't a big deal, y/n. He'll probably forgive you.
But what if he doesn't? What if it was that bad?
No, Gwil wouldn't be like that, he's too good. But just imagine it. He doesn't forgive you. He kicks you out. What then?
No, no he won't! He loves me! He does!

I was brought out of my mental argument and sobs by a rub on my back. I looked up to see Gwilym, looking as remorse as ever.

He sat down in the chair next to me and quietly said, "Listen..." he paused. "I'm so, so sorry,
y/n. I shouldn't have been such a cock to
you—"

"No, Gwil. I'm sorry. I'm so dramatic and I worry about everything, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said I don't trust you, because I do. I love you so much, I could never think you're a liar, you're the best, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Y/n, calm down, it's okay, really." He wiped the tears off my cheeks that I didn't even know were there. "I'm the one who needs to apologize, not you. I was being really selfish. I hate that you don't like me being famous, and I honestly wish I could turn it around for you but it just doesn't work like that, I'm afraid," we both chuckled, needing the humor. "I love you so much, I'm so sorry."

"I love you more," I said, feeling ten times better.

"Oh, do you now?" He smiled.

"Yes, I do."

"Well I love you most. Beat that."

"I can't, you're too good, Mr. Lee."

"I know," he said, kissing my cheek.

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but yeah I fucking love gwil and there's no changing that.

I didn't edit it so excuse any mistakes