'It gets better before it gets worse.'
Thats the medical rule people apply in real life too. I think thats why people are so afraid of living in the present; they always are awaiting the worse; they make themselves believe that they dont deserve real happiness and that something much worse is ready to screw them over. They confuse between the real better and the fake better, and i think thats where the reality hazes away and sucks the happiness out of people.
So we arrive at the question, 'are we gonna have to live the rest of our lives this way? Where we are anticipating the worse, pretty much all the time, locked up in self doubt and misery?'
'And how? How are we able to convince ourselves that we deserve some good shit because we earned it? How do we convince others that maybe, just maybe their bad times are gone away and this is their moment to shine? To cherish? How do we get past those remorse filled every day life?'
The question continues to linger in my mind, as I drift off to sleep, starting another day tomorrow, with the scare that maybe tomorrow would be when that worse comes along and maybe tomorrow would be when I live in the real fairtytale of this dynamic world and not the one where I am swept by my Prince Charming.
But just maybe, its about time I start writing my own fairytale.
Just because every fairytale has a Prince Charming, doesnt mean yours has to have one too.
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Hey there beautiful people! I know this isn't exactly the most inspiring work but it's 11:20 pm where I live and I just had those thoughts so i decided to share it with y'all.
Any thoughts?
Always remember
You're beautiful.
Be kind. Spread love. Fall in love with yourself.
xoxo
Ava.
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