Beautiful You

be strong

There is a lot of cussing in this Chapter. So read at your own risks.
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Life is pretty fucking funny.

There are days when its all positive and satisfying and you're content with it.

Then there are days you dread, when you feel empty, fucking helpless.

There are good people out there, trying to make the world a better place. Its gonna take a long time, so you need to calm down.

And there is the dark place, where every possible bad thing is happening.

Its too scary. Its too unfair. Its too dark. Its too much.

Bad things happen to good people.
Good people die, bad people live.

Sometimes the person you find very optimistic and supportive, can actually deal with some heart breaking stuff. And you will never ever have a fucking clue.

People tell you that you're amazing and that they love you, but when it comes to your most vulnerable times, they fucking disappear.

Nothing shitty happens when you're careful.
But the moment you get carefree and try to enjoy a little, something happens that literally takes away your sleep.

You dont wanna sleep, because you know that the next day is gonna be worse. And you dont want to wake up to that day. Hence you spend a sleepless night. And it affects your productivity the next day. And you get upset again, because you're less productive. And it adds on to your already stressed situation and you spend another sleepless night. Its a fucking vicious cycle, my friend.

And on your dreadful days, you wanna fucking talk to someone, but you're too scared to, because what if the person dislikes you after knowing the real you? You dont want others to dislike you now, do you?

Well you know what?
Fuck that.
Fuck people.
Fuck the damn society.

Because YOU matter.

Because only you fucking matter.

Your loved ones matter.

More importantly, you matter.

There is no one in the goddamn world who is gonna support you and know you, like the way you will.

please dont waste your time hating yourself.

You're precious. You're unique. You're good enough.

You. Fucking. Matter.

And i love you. Because you're too beautiful.

And life is gonna work its way out. It has to. It always does.

Be a goddamn fire.

Be fucking strong.

I believe in you.

I love you.

You fucking matter.

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Smile. Be kind. Fall in love with yourself.

Till we meet again,
xoxo
Ava.