Dear Logan
I thought we were friends
And as my friend , your supposed to support me in every decision I make and be happy for me .
Why are you so jealous of Mike he's the man I love . If you can't accept that than I guess we can't be friends anymore .
I'm sorry it has to end this way ...
Oh good Lord have mercy .
I've decided to go to church with Skyler . It's my first time , I'm kinda nervous . Skyler told me that God will help me feel better . He also says , God is invisible but he's always with us , and all we need to do is believe and put our trust in him .
God sounds really strange .
As we enter the church , Skyler pulls me right to the front and I'm sited near a lady .
OH NO !!
it's , Uthando.
As I look her in the eyes she just looks really annoyed . This was Skyler's plan to get me closer to her , seeing that my idea didn't work .
Surprisingly she's alone . She is forever bragging about her dearest finance , where is he today ?
Wow I've never felt so lost . After that preaching, my life does need a Saviour , I realised that I'm nothing on my own . All my burden is just to much for me to Handle .
I'm at home , all alone . Skyler had work . Laying on the bed , all I can think about is Church .
Why would anyone die for me , I'm a really bad person , all I ever do is : think about me , lie , curse , being selfish . I don't deserve his mercy , but he loves me . He's love , is more than anyone could ever ask for .
" hey man , it turns out mee boss didn't show up today . Apparently his sick . " Skyler says as he meets me in the room . As soon as he says his last word , my phone rings :
" Whats up ! "
I answer ,its someone from the hospital .
" Doctor we need you quick its an emergency! "
I try to combine Skyler and this guys statement and come up with a solution :
Mike's in hospital and he needs my help . MIKE NEEDS MY HELP , MY HELP !
But why should I help him , he's never been good to me .
But I've never been Good yet God sent his only son , so that I may live .
I quickly dress and drag Skyler with me to the hospital .
On my way there ; I myself can't believe what I'm doing . Logan in his right mind , is going to help the man that stole the one person he loves.
As we arrive , I don't bother answering Skyler's questions. I just go inside and I stand corrected , it is Mike .
I do my magic , but it's not successful . It turns out Mike has HIV ...
This frightens me . I want to inform Uthando , but Mike said I shouldn't . I bet he wants to give it to her too. But I can't stand a chance of seeing her in pain . There's only one way Mike could have gotten that virus : he has been sleeping around with other women , and one of them had already had the virus . This is bad , Really BAD !
Luckily with the medicine he'll be taking , he'll be able to live a normal life , for now .
When everyone leaves the room it's only me and Mike , left in there .
" Logan , I'm , I'm really ... I'm "
Mike can't even complete one sentence .
" what is it Mike ? "
" Logan , I'm , I'm , I'm ... "
He still can't say it
" I' M SORRY . "
Am I dream , the great Mike apologized to me , Logan . It's unbelievable.
" Sorry ! , what for ? "
" Well everything , I've been a jerk , cursed you , plotted evil Upon you , but it was never successful . And I stole the one you love . Even though I never loved her I always felt the need to use her . I've been a real bad boy . And I need you , please let me be the one to tell her . "
" There's no need to , I already know . I can't believe I kept a soft place for you . Mike , I left my true love , because I fell for all the lies you told me ! I would have hoped that you'd die , but then I'd just be stooping down to your level .
God bless you . From today were complete strangers . "
Uthando says , out of no where . She throws the diamond ring she had on her hand on the floor and walks out in complete furry .
I really don't know what to do , so I just walk out . But before I walk out in my white coat ,
" why me , I didn't mean to . I wanted to stop , trust me I did , but Monica was too persuading. I'm sorry ! "
He cries .
This is too much for me . I just walk out and to the bathroom I go .
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Mike still sited on the bed , he's becoming weaker and weaker.
Sky led went to look for Uthando , and till now no luck ...
On days like these I really miss my mother .
Excuse any typo
Thanks for reading
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