7. better now

1K 37 26
                                    

*listen to "this love by Taylor Swift" for some great feels whilst reading x

I feel tears slip down my cheeks as I shake my head. I've hallucinated this many times but for some reason, I know this is real. I feel his presence. I drop to the floor on my knees whilst tears rack my body. I don't know how to control myself. I feel his arm around my shoulder and I look at him. I see happy tears in his eyes. I haven't seen him cry in years.

"Seriously, I thought you'd be happier to see me." He jokes bringing me in for a hug. I hug back and I don't even know what to do right now.

"You're real

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

"You're real." I cry out gripping him harder trying to make sure he doesn't leave me. I can't believe it.

"I missed you ya know." He mumbles into my hair. And I lean out and look into those icy blue eyes. I forgot what they looked like. I take in his hair which is now a bit longer than I remember.

"I, I thought you died... In the fire. Bellamy said... You knocked me out and then you died!" I frantically pull at my hair trying to figure out what's happening.

"Hey, calm do-," He says but I cut him off.

"Oh my god, I died. Am I dead? The explosion it-," I stop talking looking down at the stab wounds again.

"Breath Mar. You're not dead. I'm not dead." He assures me and I shake my head trying to make sense of this all.

"Let me explain. When the grounders attacked I knocked you out so that Bellamy and I could take you to the dropship. I'm not sure what happened to Bellamy but I left. I knew he would take care of you so I left. I knew it was wrong but I left anyway. I began walking. For days. I had passed mount weather and I was at a stream. I was sitting down taking a break when I saw her. I saw Katherine." He explains.

"WHAT!" I scream confused. She died. Years ago. She was floated.

"Let me finish. I saw her walking past the stream. I didn't believe it at first but then she explained what happened. The ark was going to float her but they sent her to earth instead. They thought that earth could be inhabitable and she was 'expendable' so they sent her down. She was supposed to radio back but she didn't. She knew they would come down and kill her. So she found a bunker and started a life. There were clans but she never interacted with them. And we've been living together ever since. I was in mount weather that day to steal rations to keep us alive. But when it was blown up I got out in time and I saw you. You were dying. I managed to save you and bring you back. I'm so sorry Marley. Every day I wanted to find you and come back for you but you had started your own life and I didn't want to ruin it. Whenever I'm around you I always put you in danger and I couldn't do it again. I wanted you to be safe." He explains and I feel a betrayed. He knew I was alive so he found peace.

"I thought you died! You let me believe I was the reason you died. I almost died without you! I barely made it Michael! I needed you!" I scream so frustrated at him but happy and relieved at the same time.

"I'm so sorry." He cries gripping my sweaty hands.

" He cries gripping my sweaty hands

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I can't do this right now. I get up and walk out of the room. I spot a staircase leading up to a hatch. I assume this is a bunker so I open it and make my way out. My stomach is killing but I decide to leave it hoping it will be fine. When I make my way out I begin walking away when I see her.

 When I make my way out I begin walking away when I see her

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

"Katherine?" I breathe out as I see her. It's been years. Last time I saw her she was crying as guards pulled her away to be 'floated'.

"Marley." She yells happily running up to hug me. I don't hug back. I can't believe her.

"Don't touch me," I reply pushing her off me. She looks so hurt by this action.

"What's wrong?" She asks innocently backing away.

"You took him from me! If it wasn't for you he would have contacted me! You're so selfish!" I scream with disbelief for her actions.

"You took him from me! If it wasn't for you he would have contacted me! You're so selfish!" I scream with disbelief for her actions

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

"Marley it was his choice -" She goes on but I can't focus on her. The Forrest starts spinning and I stumble back into a tree as I try to regain my footing but it causes me to collapse onto my side. I feel my eyes get extremely heaving and begin to close. I hear screaming but I just close my eyes and decide right now I'd rather be gone than deal with this. He picked her over me. His supposedly dead ex-girlfriend that let us rot away in space over his mourning sister that he let believe died after he hit her in the back of the head as goodbye. I may as well be dead to him.


Hey everyone!

I'm really sorry this took so long, wattpad deleted it which was super inconvoineient.

Omg I have waited sooo long to write this plot twist. Literally before I wrote my first book I wanted this to happen and I'm so glad I've finally wrote it!

It's the crossover between The 100 and The Vampire Diaries I hope you've been waiting for and that you love.

Till next time x

The Lost - Bellamy Blake - Book 3Where stories live. Discover now